on vacation

Melbourne City Views From Albert Park Lake, originally uploaded by Dean-Melbourne.

its been a week landing on the land of aussies. the day at singapore was the most silent day of life. but not a single moment after that day was came with silent n peace in melbourne, unless i had bedrest caz of cold and fever. coming back to this place helps me to re-evaluate the 2 different scenarios of 2 different beautidul places, melbourne and ahmedabad. on my way back to india, in feb 2007, in flight, i was thinking abt that melbourne is the best place to live. But spending 10 months in india, i realise that melbourne is the best place to spend vacation time and to get relaxed. but ahmedabad is the best place on earth, except those heavy traffic and pollution. the food, ice creams, cloths, shopping, friends, relatives, movies, time pass...where else u can get all this things. India is really a FREE COUNTRY indeed. people can park their vehicle where they want, they can blow horn, ride between lanes, go trough red lights, padastrians can walk on red signals, through theie rubbish anywhere they want, break the laws and do whatever they want. melboune is kinda sophisticated and very organised place. everything is looks so scheduled and planned that life seem pretty boring and routine.


well, but my intention to visit..................revisit melbourne was totally different that i m going to tell u. i came to celebrate the christmas, and i really dont know how to do that. i just came to see old friends and re-live those moments of last year. but as i m feelin little sick, i think i will enjoy melbourne after few days.

waiting...waiting........and waiting

singapore airport, originally uploaded by sashax.

last night i started my journey to melbourne. i was really excited to visit my second home. but the most annoying thing is the journey itself, specially bcaz i m flying alone this time. and i dont have ipod as well. flght to singapore at midnight was really hactic and boring, so i had little drink and good sleep of 4 hours. right now i m at changi aiport, the best airport of the year, 2007. really a nice place to be at, but i m really getting bored here as i have wait for 12 hours before i get on board for melbourne. so lets see, waiting for someone or anyone to pop up online.

wait for me

first impressions, originally uploaded by mugley.

yaa, its almost end of waiting now. will be on my way to melbourne, again, in few hours. i m so excited that i cant describe that in words. and marriage sesson is on at home as well, so i m little rush of shopping as i wont be available here anymore, for next whole month.

unfaithful

unfaithful, originally uploaded by shmooo5i....ғάηтαşţίc④.

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be..."A murderer"


I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well


Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore..anymore

someday

someday, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

Inner_Demons

Inner_Demons, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

I am Fine!

I am Fine!, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

she says i m fine !!

entertaining

Choki Dhani, originally uploaded by whitney lauren.

last night we went to Rajavaadu and Vishala, restaurants with traditional touch. it was great feeling to be there, gives peace to mind. and today we went to Mehsana, to survey water world other things around the new site we just bought. lets see what we can make out something new there. i booked my ticket to australia and very very excited to be there to celebrate the longest holiday.

Happy Diwali and Happy New Year

Fire Cracker, originally uploaded by Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaapple.

it was time to celebrate the festival of joy and lights. and we celebrated diwali at its best. it took 6-7 adults, 10-12 childen and 3-4 hours to finished all crackers, full of Innova. at a point of time, we decided to put up a huge fire and trough all crackers in it, as we cudnt finishe them. but it was great time there. we were 20-30 people to celebrate all togather. venu was also there, shes a good friend of mine. this diwali was really different. last diwali i celebrated in Melbourne, and i still remember i was on job and cudnt attend that function at Fed Sqr. what shit was that !! but this diwali was extra ordinary. so wishing all people Happy Diwali And a very very very happy new year.

shopping time

jeans shop, originally uploaded by shito.

well, one of my best timepass is shopping. and today i had lots of time to pass. so went for some shopping. but for last 2-3 days, i donno why i was so furious with whom i was so angry? i really donno what happnd to me. but this morning was quiet cool, and i was feeling suddendly very good. i had little fight with mansi, and didnt talk to her for a while, though she was pretty busy with ..i donno with what. so i called her this afternoon as i was in really good mood. and we had little chat as well. but she was really angry with something that she didnt wanted to tell me. anyways, never mind. i got visa to australia and if i get ticket, i will be there in early december.

shopping time

jeans shop, originally uploaded by shito.

good day

good day, originally uploaded by saffron..

last mornig was really freash as i had good mornig walk, but this morning, i choose to wake up little late as winter is spreading its cold colours in the air. and it was pretty good normal day. all people came back from Jaipur, and they all were very excited about ChokiDaani resort. they really loved it. so lets cross my fingers for our next project. this will be a stunnig one i guess. Shweta from SNGV school came to see me at wideangle last night. it was really time with her. it was getogather after a long long time. almost 3 yrs. we all friends are plannig to meet in jan. lets see what god has decided. an usual call from Gopi surprised me. well, she was plannig to see me at wideangle this evening, but she hasnt came up yet, so i m going out with other friends.

Old Friends

"Old" Friends: Sami & Spanky, originally uploaded by Shoshin Seishu.

today, was a great day in many different manners. had good chat with mansi in afternoon and got a call from shweta in the evening. it was a gr8 surprise to listen to her voice on phone. she sounded very happy. i have invited her to see me at wideangle this evening. so hoping to see her soon.

breaking the silence

In epic and tragic seas the lost have found light in numinous pleasure., originally uploaded by _m8 temporal logistician of the heart.

a silence was broken for a reason. silence of 4 days. no msg, no calls, no chat, no nothing. just silence. but i had great talk with mansi and mad family at creswick street. she was stressed up at she had so many problem on her small, little, out of ordered, hard........hardly working so called brain, hah !! and i had good news that i got visa to fly australia. so i m plannign to book tickets as soon as ........................


i have been waking up early at 3 or 4 in morning, somehow, and cudnt sleep properly. insomaniac i have became these days. but i have been using this illness, as i started go for walking in early mornig, its good, its great. it gives a fresh kick start. well, i have to look slim, i was given target of 75 kgs, and i m somewhere 80 to 81 kgs.

tell u what....?? my sir, in 12 std, used to tell me that for every increasing 1% above 80% marks, u will need to work as hard as 80% marks all togather. and i m facing this equation again. to lose every 1 kg belove 80kgs, its like i have to work as hard as losing first 10 kgs.

guess........??

P1010012, originally uploaded by panks_cbz2004.

what she wants to explain?

why she is so angry?

is she amazed?

kiska galaa dabaane jaa rahi hai??

what makes her so surprised?

is she showing me her fingernails?

why people beind her so depressed?

whos daring to take this pic?

whos that handsome behind her?

she wants to scream or what??

aaj kiski baari hai??

aaj kaun maregaa?

a night to remember

KK, originally uploaded by gaurang.

last night was one of those wonderful nights to remember. it was like dream came true. KK is my favorite singer, and i had apportunity to sing along with him, as he was in ahmedabad last night. it was a celebration night by Kotak Wealth Management, at Taj. the night was stunning, simply superb. I loved all his songs, and he was in his best mood last night. though there were only 110-120 people to listen to him as it was a special occasion for Kotak WM. but it was a chance to meet the best some of the businessmen in Ahmedabad. KK really made us dance and sing along with him, a superb experience to remember. and today was the shopping day. spend some 3-4 hours to buy some jeans and Ts. well, lets cross my finger for good from Share Market, otherwise it will be difficult for me to pay those bills. hah !!

well, i just said, its difficult to talk to u while u call from yr shop, so pls dont call from IGA. but damn, she didnt listen and just hang up the phone. ok than....

i m still waiting for my iPhone. may be..........hope that may be i will get it in 2 days.

shit

My Little Kitten. 2, originally uploaded by Q8LT.net.

life is ful of shit things, isnt it?? it is yaar, accept it. and its fun when u accept it. sometimes i just laugh at all these shit things in life. when i waked into business of share market, market crashed down to 16000 points in 3 days. market crashe down by 1500 points in just 3 minutes. bolo ? jordaar che ne?
well. but these days, i m dreaming abt iPhone, as someone is comng from US ad may be this time i will have my own iPhone. its damn sexy.

last day of celebration

Copy of nav 018, originally uploaded by ktpatel_1981.

it may seems like people having fun at garba in ahmedabad, but its not like that. people are playing garba at one of the most famous vallyball stadium in Melbourne, Australia. and yaa, those are my friends, having good time in their busy and sick life. i still remember the last navaratri in the same place. it was great. once u enter into it, u never realise whethere u r in india or somewhere else. the only difference is that u see more white people TRYING to learn garbaa. but the same thing i came to see last night at CEPT Garbaa celebration. and i must say..........it was the most JAKAAS place to on garbaa night. other than Friends Group, i never came to see any place like this in ahmedabad. so manu rapchick girls in backless cholies. no party, no stage, only 2-3 dholies were there to make all of us dance on the rythm of traditional garba. it was really good time i had. and as usual, i was missing some company, though i had really gr8 time with all friends there.

Sensex playing GARBAS

Sensex ( then-around from Dec-Mid apr), originally uploaded by sid_iift_2005.

i thought a woman's mind and melbourne's weather is the most unpredictable things. but.........but recently i m wondering, and worrying abt as well, on BSE.

17000 to 18000 in 5 days
18000 to 19000 in 3 days
19000 to 17300 in 3 mins

and man, i invested some 2 lcs. so let me pray to god that everything will be allright soon.

navaratris going pretty good, though last 2 days were not that good, but FRIENDS garba at AANGAN was one of the best garba. i was unable to enter into the garba, but croud was creammy.

its usual

WI vs Ind 5th ODI A Disappointed Indian Team, originally uploaded by Cricket West Indies.

i was just loggin in to write abt the day, but than i thought, whats so imp and special abt today. it was just another sunday. and it was time for Indian cricket team to do or die. and as i expected....they died. its notthing unusual. I wonder how india won the T20 world cup?? well, not steaching much this subject, todays day was just usual, with defeat of indian cricket team..........just over expectations.

yaa, late evening, we had Birthday Celebration of Bhavin. many many happy returns of the day dude, wishin u many many happy returns of the day. BUT I LOVE THAT CHOCOLATE BROWNIE, AND IT WAS SIZZLING THIS TIME !!!

given up

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up...
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the f**k is wrong with me!
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy


GOD!
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my...
Put me out of my f**king misery!


I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all awayI'm suffocating!
Tell me what the f**k isWrong with me!


Given Up
by Linkin Park

stay here tonight

Navaratri....nights of celebration

Navaratri Festival @ Raipur (5), originally uploaded by I. L. Patel.

the festival of nights of celebration has just started and its in the air. its saturday night and people are dressed up and running on roads of ahmedabad. for more few days, ahmedabd will extend its sleeping schedule and will be busy playing garbas. Especially couples...its totally a different and very special festival for those love birds, who flyies high in nights of navaratri. but i m alone here, waiting for someone to accompny me. but i dont think its possible this year. but i m very happy for khushbu as she 'finally' found alok, and khushu sounds very happy for this occasion. so she got a company this navaratri. wishing best luck to her.

life is .........bhool bhulaiyaaa

Mobile phone close-up, originally uploaded by donknuth.

i donno whats wrong with my destiny. may be it doesnt want me to go to australia. ystrday my visa edvisor told me that its difficult to get a visa for me, just bcaz i m young and had already visited australia before. the visa officer might think that i wanna stay down there. so i must make a strong statement of purpose to visit australia. Its all massed up. after a meeting of half an hour, we decided that i will ring up mansi and ask her to send me some documents that will help me to proove that i have some friends over there and i will stay with them for a while. but when i reached home, i lost my passport. after half an hour of hard work, i found it under the seat of my car. than mansi called me and i asked her to call me back this mornig. she called me twice this morning but i was havign bath, so cudnt pick up her call. the next time she called me, i was in meeting to discuss some serious problems. and damn, some how i convinced her to call me again in afternoon, but prashantbhai took away my mobile, bcaz by mistake i told him that mansi will call me soon so i cant go out with now. so he literally took away mobile with him. and than mansi called on my mobile, but on the other end, prashantbhai was there. so i cudnt talk to mansi, even though she called me 3 times today. and when prashantbhai gave me mobile back, i sent her sms, but she was too angry to call me again.



bhool bhulaiyaaa

i wanna be sedated

Sleepless night of transition, originally uploaded by Fabio Sabatini.

do u know how does it feel when u cant sleep whole night? thinking abt something or someone? trying to find out impossible solutions !! well, last night was something like that for me. i cud hardly sleep for 2 hrs in last 48 hrs. life at this stage, is totally blank. the whole thing is stopped somewhere, in a black hole, and i can feel the gravity of that black hole. its too hard to escape. donno what the fuck is wrong with me.

donno

Upset, originally uploaded by nevermorepro.

i m confused and lost. its something private that cant describe in this diary of a davil. but not feeling good at all. the very good part of the day was the morning. bcaz last night i had good talk with mansi. it was just 6-7 minute talk on mobile, but as she sounded good and laughinh, it made me feel a much better. the day better than an average day. We bros had some Chamosas this evening. and had chat with mansi as well. and she was talking to me nicely, which is really unusual. hah !! just kidding. but i donno what happened aftr that. i feel little down and thinking too much. anyways, i will never find it out.

waiting for Diwali ?? not me !!

Diwali lamp, originally uploaded by McGun.

i know most of u must be waiting for Diwali next month. but i hope it come little late this year. i really cross my fingers on that. we have so much of work to be done before diwali, and we really cant afford any delay. so this time, diwali will be great if it come little late or we finish work before deadline. i know diwali wont change its time, so we gotta run to finish work as soon as possible. but these days, Navaratri Season is in the air. and today, i heard the Garbas on Loud speakers in year 2007. i know how was my navaratri last year. so i want to celebrate it with at its best. but i hope mansi was here. lets cross my fingers once again.

The_Sad_Clown

The_Sad_Clown, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

at this stage of life, as i said before, i m totally screwed !! and i can blame only myself for that. how difficult it is to see those people in pain whom u love the most. and how difficult it becomes when u r the reason of their pain.

I Give U my heart

I Give U my heart, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

seeing is believing

pooja, originally uploaded by The Intimate Stranger.

i was a commerce student, but i dont believe anything that cant be proven by science. like ghost and astology kinda things that comes from no where. which has no head and tail at all. just gifted in tradition or told as story, which has no science proof. but today we had some kinda "naranyanbali vidhi", which is basically a puja for "poorvaj", means dead grandfathers, grandmothers and other relatives. The reason behind this hindi ritual is to get find out any unfinished wishes of those dead people, and fullfill those wishes, which might gets you in trouble if you, as their sons and daughter, can not fulfill. Generally for me, it was just like other ritual, but this expreince will totally different from other expreiences in life. one which cant be explained easily and u have to see it to believe it. The ritual beings with the intention to invite the unresting souls of those dead relatives. I thought it was just waste of time, untill one of my auntie started behaving abnormally and start crying unsually, and unhumanly. we all were scared. but the Pujarees kept asking her Qs like who was she, her name, whats the problem, whats the wish and other things. man, for a moment i was thinking "what is this". aftrer 10-15 minutes of crying scene, the auntie said that she was my Grandmother. I was dead shocked. and she was saying such things that can make u believe that , yaa, she is my grandmother. it was quite unexplained by science. unbeliveable story, and u have to be there, see it to believe it.

sometimes these things leaves you with nothing but lots of question, that answers of which can not be found.

squeezed

home cooking :: fresh squeezed orange juice, originally uploaded by minteeblue.

life is really SQUEEZED these days. i never had such situation, so i donno how to face it. i donno whos responsible or to whom i shud blame?? Diwali is coming soon and we have lots of works to be done before that. and i wanna fly back to australia for some time. oh god, help me out. there are so many other troubles i gotta face alone. i just cant be myself.

the only possitive thought comes to my mind is that i will have some fresh juice after this squeezed life!!

Chak De India

World 20-20 champions India, originally uploaded by geeksrik.

after beating S. Korea in Hockey World cup, it was time for the unofficial national game of India. India beat Pakistan in 20-20 world cup final by 5 runs. As far as i think, the celebration was not abt being world champion, but of beating Pakistan !! hah !! every indian was so excited. match was out standing. but i think this all celebration is fake. and may be, i think may be its only bcaz of Reliance, Gobal Partner of the world cup, is somehow responsible for this winnig. Otherwise it was pretty next to impossible to win against South Africa and Australia. anyways, at the end of the day, INDIA IS WORLD CHAMPION and its something to celebrate!!


on the other hand, life still sucks, but i prefer to enjoy and savour it !! plannig to go australia for Diwali.

Hail America, Hail Americans

i had it all

Beer Wagon - Fosters, originally uploaded by squickdrill.

u can see a foster tank, and i think i had it all. i had 8 btls of it and than i stopped counting. caz when u r drunk, u can count, ha ha ha !! but it was real fun after a long time. i was fucking drunk. but the real bad thing comes after that funny and happy scene. this morning, i was fucked up, kept vomiting and got dieria. not feeling good at all. damn, it was the second time in life i felt like "i m drunk" !!


and the real fun was on the lable.........." for sale in Gujarat only !!"

YouTube - Drunk Animals

YouTube - Drunk Squirrel

drifting into the sky

satellite_dish_sky, originally uploaded by rrazor.

Can’t find the answers
I’ve been crawling on my knees
Looking for anything
To keep me from drowning
Promises have been turned to lies
Can’t even be honest inside
I'm running backwards
Watching my life wave me goodbye

Running blind
I’m running blind
Somebody help me see I’m running blind

Searching for nothing
Wondering if I’ll change
I’m trying everything
But everything still stays the same
I thought if I showed you I could fly
Wouldn’t need anyone by my side
I'm running backwards
With broken wings I know I’ll die


Running Blind
by Godsmack

Smiley

Smiley, originally uploaded by cakeobsessed.

i thought mansi was very angry this mornig, but somehow, a good news made her so happy!! well, the good is news is that She Got Her PR !! its like achieving what she wanted for last 2 yrs, or something like that !! well, congratulations mansi...so wheres the party???????????? I WANNA GET DRUNK TONIGHT !! hah...its shravan maas, i think may be next thurseday will be a great day to have some drink. even its PM's Birthday as per IST , so we can enjoy it here!! anyways, Wishing a very happy birthday again to PM and CONGRATES to MANSI for her PR. i hope the time come soon to get back home !

Happy Birthday PM !!

how Selfish I m!!

Its all in the eyes3, originally uploaded by Kaotik Visions.

one thing i m afraid about myself is that "I dont care!!". i m really afraid of this thing. some of my close friends believe that i m Selfish and just think of myself. they strongly believe that i will never do good for others,and will never change myself for others. one of my best friend believe that i cant even let go one laptop for her. they dont trust me !!

Am i so bad?? i start questioning myself.

may be overexpectations

Urmila in AAG, originally uploaded by Indango.

RGV ki AAG, the remake of classic movie SHOLAY. but it wasnt like that. RGV was not even closed to the The Great Original. this one was like a "naatak mandali" show. Music was like "baarat music" and acting was like.............aah, fuck all those superstars, they ar not actors at all. Cant believe such a crape from RGV who created Bhoot, Satya, Sarkaar and Kaun !! the only good thing abt this was the song Mehbooba. fuck, even i cud make a better home video than this RGV ki AAG !!

Happy Rakhi

Rakhi (राखी in Devanāgarī), originally uploaded by * Cishore ♥.

I m kinda "godsmack" and "linkin park" kinda person, who loves Gothik and hard rock and dont a person who easily gets fit into indian tradition of rituals and socilal functions. but today it was a time to celebrate one of the indian festival called Rakhsabandhan. I usually hate most of those rituals and social functions, but today i cud see the reason why all these fastivals were created for. its a social gathering of family, relatives and friends, to get reunited again and share happy moments and forget all stupid mistakes of past. Its a celebration of life. May be i cant describe all this things in a better way and better words, but all i can say is that , "I feel good today."

Bad Tree Video

Bad Tree - Funny bloopers are a click away

dhuaan !!

Hukka, originally uploaded by Premshree Pillai.

last night was one of those memorable nights of this life. Venu came to see me wideangle. and i was in mood to have some fun as it was friday night. it was along long time i had done crazy experiments, may be not since i came back from melbourne. but last night i decided to do something. so i asked ronak to join me at Arebian Nights. and it was something different. i tested almost all kinda liquore, but this it was Hukka. and my exprience of last night says that it was not that bad. ofcourse, nothing can beat Corona and Glenffidich, but Hukka has its different teste and different mazaa. it gives little kick, but it can make u fly if u go for a long drive with some strong flavours of hukka. Though i had some more with Hukka, like smirnoff and other local things, it was surely not like Corona Cick. I could smell that Hukka in my mouth even after brushing my teeth this morning. and it sucks !!

waiting for change !!

so tired of waiting on the world to change, originally uploaded by pangalactic gargleblaster.

its been 23 days .....

life need some changes at this stage. planning to get out of this routine schedule. yesterday, i was trying to have sme fun with mansi, but she got so angry with me. shes not replying since than. i donno what to do with this girl, cant even bare a little joke !! and i m the encyclopedia of pjs. oh man !! god knows whats gonna happen. i donno why she get so serious on small jokes !! may be bcaz, as i said before, she got a small child'd brain.

i tried to search that God of small things, but cudnt find it on crossword. so sometimes, i just go there to pass time and look at some interior books. as other friends are busy with theire new life, i m workitng to built up my new life and new life style.

The One I Love

Haven't slept in a week
My bed has become my coffin
Cannot breath, cannot speak
My head's like a bomb, still waiting
Take my heart and take my soul
I don't need them anymore

The one I love
Is striking me down on my knees
The one I love
Drowning me in my dreams
The one I love
Over and over again
Dragging me under

Hypnotized by the night
Silently rising beside me
Emptiness, Nothingness
Is burning a hole inside me
Take my faith and take my pride
I don't need them anymore

This bed has become my chapel of stone
A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown
So take my life, I don't need it anymore

planning for dream house

Dream house 2, originally uploaded by lucky olive.

these days, we are very busy with plannnig of our new dream home. its gonna be a great project for all of us. after a long long time, mansi bought a webcam. we had long chat this afternoon. but some how she ended with fighting with someone at home. may be with saurin. i donno. it always happens when u share computer in one house. those are really sweet moments when we used live all togather. those small and sweet fights on expenses and washing dishes and coocking schedules and garbeg bags and all other small small things. afterall, its little understanding that can bring peace to life. i wish america can understand this thing and stop using its power against small and weak people.

..... sOuL gLancE ......

..... sOuL gLancE ......, originally uploaded by €eErRbBbiiIEe€.

i m really very upset today. i cant blame khushbu as she was the first person i talked to this mornig. just kidding khushi !! but its like....i dont know how it feels like...i talked to mansi this afternoonn. and sometimes she just dont want to talk to me and i make her keep talking !! sometimes i just cant keep on going like that ! and than she started talking abt her new bf. that was more than i cud bare. but she kept talking abt her bf so i just hang up the phone !!

(T)ucking (F)raffic !!

chaos, originally uploaded by Meghna Sejpal.

u got the point of my heading???


but dude, i really got stucked in traffic today. it was like..........it was raining, cudnt see clearly, no traffic sense, no common sense, no manners, no parking space, no management and just lots of CARS AND PEOPLE !! Its was like last sunday of people of ahmedabad, like they gonna die 2moro !! Wideangle, fr, iscon temple, devarc mall, all food stores, big bazaar, gallops and now iscon mega mall. its all messed up. and its gonna get worst when Reliance Mart will be open for Public on 15th August. Man, just pray !! never ever get out with yr car on weekends.

but before that, this morning, wake up at 11.30 and called parin to join me for shopping. we checked out all shops at CG road, but cudnt find much. but at Mega mall i found some cool deal !! but after that what happend, its all i have allready written above.


and i completly gone banana. i m crazy !!!! I m gonna build the tallest building in A'bad and gonna jump off from the same.

Chak De India

Shah Rukh Khan Chak De India, originally uploaded by pyaaare.

it was such a coool and fantastic movie, makes u jump out of your seat and scream 'chakde india'. but before watching this movie, i had some VIDHI(some kinda rituals) to attend this morning, and u all people know how i hate to wake up early morning.

for PM who love this girl

missing

Alone in the Park, originally uploaded by Alliat.

dont know why, but feel so alone these days. so many friends and relatives around, but still something is missing. i keep myself busy these days. Spending extra hours at wide angle. somehow, this afternoon, i managed to vist US pizza with kaushikbhai and mitulbhai. and we are plannig to open up an restaura in ahmedabad. lets see what destiny wants to decide. mansi is in australia, melbourne, the place where i want to be, with lots or Corona and Jack Denial. wanna get drunk, once again. it makes me feel so good. I still remember the 'taste of feeling' of being drunk. its like losing control from myself, the best feeling in world. sometimes we just keep pushing our sentiments and emotions to ourselves, may be bcaz we dont want to be hurt or may be we are too shy to open it to our near and dear ones. but beer makes it easy to be what u want and u can get rid of what u are 'pretanding to be'. it brings the purest part of u.

chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega

Sunset, originally uploaded by Istenoren.

hue naam oye benishan kaise kaise
zameen kha gayi naujawan kaise kaise

aaj jawani par itaranae wale kal pacthtayega
chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega
dhal jayega dhal jayega

tu yahan musafir hain,yeh sarah fani hain
chaar roz ki mehmaan teri jindagani hain
teri jindagani hain teri jindagani hain
jan zameen jar zevar kutch na saath jayega
khali haath aaya hain khali haath jayega
khali haath jayega khali haath jayega
jaan kar bhi anjana ban raha hain deewane
apni umrefani par tan raha hain deewane
tan raha hain deewane tan raha hain deewane
is kadar tu khoya hain is jahan ke mele
tu khuda ko bhula hain phas ke is jhamaele main
aaj tak yeh dekha hain paanewala khota hain
jindagi ko jo samjha jindagi pe rota hain
jindagi pe rota hain jindagi pe rota hain
mitne wali duniya ka aaitbaar karta hain
kya samajh ke tu aakhir isse pyar karta hain
isse pyar karta hain isse pyar karta hain
apne apne fikro main jo bhi hain woh uljha hain
jo bhi hain woh uljha hain
jindagi haqeeqat main kya hain kaun samjha hain
kya hain kaun samjha hain
aaj samajhle aaj samajhle kal yeh mauka haath na tere aayega
o gaflat ki neend main sone wale dhoka khayega
chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega
dhal jayega dhal jayega

maut ne zamane ko yeh sama dikh dala
kaise kaise us gum ko khak main mila dala
khak main mila dala khak main mila dala
yaad rakh sikander ke hausle to aali they
jab gaya tha duniya se dono haath khali they
dono haath khali they dono haath khali they
apna woh halaku hain aur na uske saathi hain
jung ko chu woh porus hain aur na uske haathi hain
aur na uske haathi hain aur na uske haathi hain
kal jo tanke chalte they apni shano shaukat par
shamma tak nahi jalti aaj unki purbat par
aaj unki purbat par aaj unki purbat par
apna ho ya ala ho sabko laut jaana hain
sabko laut jaana hain sabko laut jaana hain
muflifoh tavundar ka kabra hi thikana hain
kabra hi thikana hain kabra hi thikana hain
jaisi karni jaisi karni waisi bharni aaj kiya kal payega
sir ko uthakar chalne wale ek din thokar payega
chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega
dhal jayega dhal jayega

maut sabko aani hain kaun isse chuta hain
tu fana nahi hoga yeh khayal jhutha hain
yeh khayal jhutha hain yeh khayal jhutha hain
saans tutate hi sab rishtey tut jaayenge
baap, maa, behan, biwi, Bachhe choot jayenge
bachhe choot jayenge Bachhe choot jayenge
tere jitne hain bhai waqt ka chalan denge
chin kar teri daulat do hi gaj kafan denge
do hi gaj kafan denge do hi gaj kafan denge
jinko apna kehta hain kab yeh tere saathi hain
kabra hain teri mazil aur yeh baraati hain
laake kabra main tujhko urda pak dalenge
apne haathon se tere muh pe khak dalenge
muh pe khak dalenge muh pe khak dalenge
teri saari ulfat ko khak main mila denge
tere chahne wale kal tujhe mila denge
kal tujhe mila denge kal tujhe mila denge
isliye yeh kehta hu khub soch le dil main
kyon phasaye baitha hain jaan apni mushkil main
jaan apni mushkil main jaan apni mushkil main
kar gunaho se tauba aake baat sambhal jaaye
aake baat sambhal jaaye
dum ka kya bharosa hain jaane kab nikal jaaye
jaane kab nikal jaaye
muthhi bandh ke aanewale,muthhi bandh ke aanewale haath pasare

jayega
dhan daulat jaagir se tune kya paya kya payega
chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega

dil ki tanhai ko aawaz bana lete hain.........

good bye

DSC_0018, originally uploaded by Charlie_tj.

It was 31st July and Mansi fly back to australia, and i donno when she will be back. but i wish she come back soon, as soon as possible. its like, from the first day i have been missing her company. anyways, the other side of life is getting really busy. 5th screen is taking shape, so we have to allot most of our time to it. hope to complete it b4 diwali.

Shakira Sings Gujarati

love, originally uploaded by Rockstar Baby.

Dhaage hi tod laao chaanadani se noor ke
ghoonghat hi bana lo roshani se noor ke
sharm aa gayi toh aaghosh mein lo
ho saanson se ulajhi rahein meri saansein
bol na halke halke, bol na halke halke
honth se halke halke, bol na halke

aa nind ka sauda karein, ik khwaab de, ik khwaab le
ik khwaab toh aankhon mein hai, ik chaand ke takiye talein
kitane dino se yeh aasamaan bhi soya nahi hai, isako sula de
bol na halke halke, bol na halke halke
honth se halke halke, bol na halke
umarein lagi kehate huve, do labj the ik baat thi
woh ik din sau saal ka, sau saal ki woh raat thi
kaisa lage jo chup chaap dono,
ho pal pal mein puri sadiyaan bitaayein

bol na halke halke, bol na halke halke
honth se halke halke
o dhaage tod laao chaanadani se noor ke
o ghoonghat hi bana lo roshani se noor ke
sharm aa gayi toh aaghosh mein lo
ho saanson se ulajhi rahein meri saansein
bol na halke halke, bol na halke halke
honth se halke halke, bol na halke

the shadow of the day

193, originally uploaded by simtech74.

I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

In cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you..

shopping times

Shop-windows, originally uploaded by BlueSunFlower.

last sunday was the time to take advantage of Sale season in Ahmedabad. started with Levis, i found my dream jeans at very first shop. still me and mansi had whole day to spend for shopping. but it was too crowded at all the places at CGRoad. so we decided to stop shopping and had some food.

But now i think it will be busy as we are starting the final stage at 5th screen. it iwll be a tutorial for me as i m gonna learn a lot. on the other end, Kaushikbhai's home is taking real shape. its exciting. i m waiting to see how our home gonna look like!!

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What I’ve Done

In this farewell,

There’s no blood,

There’s no alibi.

‘Cause I’ve drawn regret,

From the truth, Of a thousand lies.

So let mercy come,

And wash away…

What I’ve Done.

I’ll face myself,

To cross out what I’ve become.

Erase myself,

And let go of what I've done.

Put to rest,

What you thought of me.

While I clean this slate,

With the hands, Of uncertainty.

So let mercy come,

And wash away… What I’ve Done.

I’ll face myself,

To cross out what I’ve become.

Erase myself, And let go of what I've done.

For What I’ve Done I start again,

And whatever pain may come.

Today this ends,

I’m forgiving what I’ve done.

I’ll face myself,

To cross out what I’ve become.

Erase myself, And let go of what I’ve done.

What I’ve done.

Forgiving What I’ve Done.

long drive makes day short

5 1/2 hrs drive to Toronto, originally uploaded by Erik De Leon.

it was a wonderful day out with dignesh, bhoomi and mansi. sometimes its good not to plan your days, caz most of the times, the plan goes in vain. but this was really a surprising day out. we decided to go for a movie at City Pulse and come back. but at the end of the day, we watched 2 movies and had a long drive to Gandhinagar and Mahudi. it was great. movies were ok, but what really matters is company...