guess........??

P1010012, originally uploaded by panks_cbz2004.

what she wants to explain?

why she is so angry?

is she amazed?

kiska galaa dabaane jaa rahi hai??

what makes her so surprised?

is she showing me her fingernails?

why people beind her so depressed?

whos daring to take this pic?

whos that handsome behind her?

she wants to scream or what??

aaj kiski baari hai??

aaj kaun maregaa?

a night to remember

KK, originally uploaded by gaurang.

last night was one of those wonderful nights to remember. it was like dream came true. KK is my favorite singer, and i had apportunity to sing along with him, as he was in ahmedabad last night. it was a celebration night by Kotak Wealth Management, at Taj. the night was stunning, simply superb. I loved all his songs, and he was in his best mood last night. though there were only 110-120 people to listen to him as it was a special occasion for Kotak WM. but it was a chance to meet the best some of the businessmen in Ahmedabad. KK really made us dance and sing along with him, a superb experience to remember. and today was the shopping day. spend some 3-4 hours to buy some jeans and Ts. well, lets cross my finger for good from Share Market, otherwise it will be difficult for me to pay those bills. hah !!

well, i just said, its difficult to talk to u while u call from yr shop, so pls dont call from IGA. but damn, she didnt listen and just hang up the phone. ok than....

i m still waiting for my iPhone. may be..........hope that may be i will get it in 2 days.

shit

My Little Kitten. 2, originally uploaded by Q8LT.net.

life is ful of shit things, isnt it?? it is yaar, accept it. and its fun when u accept it. sometimes i just laugh at all these shit things in life. when i waked into business of share market, market crashed down to 16000 points in 3 days. market crashe down by 1500 points in just 3 minutes. bolo ? jordaar che ne?
well. but these days, i m dreaming abt iPhone, as someone is comng from US ad may be this time i will have my own iPhone. its damn sexy.

last day of celebration

Copy of nav 018, originally uploaded by ktpatel_1981.

it may seems like people having fun at garba in ahmedabad, but its not like that. people are playing garba at one of the most famous vallyball stadium in Melbourne, Australia. and yaa, those are my friends, having good time in their busy and sick life. i still remember the last navaratri in the same place. it was great. once u enter into it, u never realise whethere u r in india or somewhere else. the only difference is that u see more white people TRYING to learn garbaa. but the same thing i came to see last night at CEPT Garbaa celebration. and i must say..........it was the most JAKAAS place to on garbaa night. other than Friends Group, i never came to see any place like this in ahmedabad. so manu rapchick girls in backless cholies. no party, no stage, only 2-3 dholies were there to make all of us dance on the rythm of traditional garba. it was really good time i had. and as usual, i was missing some company, though i had really gr8 time with all friends there.

Sensex playing GARBAS

Sensex ( then-around from Dec-Mid apr), originally uploaded by sid_iift_2005.

i thought a woman's mind and melbourne's weather is the most unpredictable things. but.........but recently i m wondering, and worrying abt as well, on BSE.

17000 to 18000 in 5 days
18000 to 19000 in 3 days
19000 to 17300 in 3 mins

and man, i invested some 2 lcs. so let me pray to god that everything will be allright soon.

navaratris going pretty good, though last 2 days were not that good, but FRIENDS garba at AANGAN was one of the best garba. i was unable to enter into the garba, but croud was creammy.

its usual

WI vs Ind 5th ODI A Disappointed Indian Team, originally uploaded by Cricket West Indies.

i was just loggin in to write abt the day, but than i thought, whats so imp and special abt today. it was just another sunday. and it was time for Indian cricket team to do or die. and as i expected....they died. its notthing unusual. I wonder how india won the T20 world cup?? well, not steaching much this subject, todays day was just usual, with defeat of indian cricket team..........just over expectations.

yaa, late evening, we had Birthday Celebration of Bhavin. many many happy returns of the day dude, wishin u many many happy returns of the day. BUT I LOVE THAT CHOCOLATE BROWNIE, AND IT WAS SIZZLING THIS TIME !!!

given up

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up...
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the f**k is wrong with me!
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy


GOD!
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my...
Put me out of my f**king misery!


I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all awayI'm suffocating!
Tell me what the f**k isWrong with me!


Given Up
by Linkin Park

stay here tonight

Navaratri....nights of celebration

Navaratri Festival @ Raipur (5), originally uploaded by I. L. Patel.

the festival of nights of celebration has just started and its in the air. its saturday night and people are dressed up and running on roads of ahmedabad. for more few days, ahmedabd will extend its sleeping schedule and will be busy playing garbas. Especially couples...its totally a different and very special festival for those love birds, who flyies high in nights of navaratri. but i m alone here, waiting for someone to accompny me. but i dont think its possible this year. but i m very happy for khushbu as she 'finally' found alok, and khushu sounds very happy for this occasion. so she got a company this navaratri. wishing best luck to her.

life is .........bhool bhulaiyaaa

Mobile phone close-up, originally uploaded by donknuth.

i donno whats wrong with my destiny. may be it doesnt want me to go to australia. ystrday my visa edvisor told me that its difficult to get a visa for me, just bcaz i m young and had already visited australia before. the visa officer might think that i wanna stay down there. so i must make a strong statement of purpose to visit australia. Its all massed up. after a meeting of half an hour, we decided that i will ring up mansi and ask her to send me some documents that will help me to proove that i have some friends over there and i will stay with them for a while. but when i reached home, i lost my passport. after half an hour of hard work, i found it under the seat of my car. than mansi called me and i asked her to call me back this mornig. she called me twice this morning but i was havign bath, so cudnt pick up her call. the next time she called me, i was in meeting to discuss some serious problems. and damn, some how i convinced her to call me again in afternoon, but prashantbhai took away my mobile, bcaz by mistake i told him that mansi will call me soon so i cant go out with now. so he literally took away mobile with him. and than mansi called on my mobile, but on the other end, prashantbhai was there. so i cudnt talk to mansi, even though she called me 3 times today. and when prashantbhai gave me mobile back, i sent her sms, but she was too angry to call me again.



bhool bhulaiyaaa

i wanna be sedated

Sleepless night of transition, originally uploaded by Fabio Sabatini.

do u know how does it feel when u cant sleep whole night? thinking abt something or someone? trying to find out impossible solutions !! well, last night was something like that for me. i cud hardly sleep for 2 hrs in last 48 hrs. life at this stage, is totally blank. the whole thing is stopped somewhere, in a black hole, and i can feel the gravity of that black hole. its too hard to escape. donno what the fuck is wrong with me.

donno

Upset, originally uploaded by nevermorepro.

i m confused and lost. its something private that cant describe in this diary of a davil. but not feeling good at all. the very good part of the day was the morning. bcaz last night i had good talk with mansi. it was just 6-7 minute talk on mobile, but as she sounded good and laughinh, it made me feel a much better. the day better than an average day. We bros had some Chamosas this evening. and had chat with mansi as well. and she was talking to me nicely, which is really unusual. hah !! just kidding. but i donno what happened aftr that. i feel little down and thinking too much. anyways, i will never find it out.

waiting for Diwali ?? not me !!

Diwali lamp, originally uploaded by McGun.

i know most of u must be waiting for Diwali next month. but i hope it come little late this year. i really cross my fingers on that. we have so much of work to be done before diwali, and we really cant afford any delay. so this time, diwali will be great if it come little late or we finish work before deadline. i know diwali wont change its time, so we gotta run to finish work as soon as possible. but these days, Navaratri Season is in the air. and today, i heard the Garbas on Loud speakers in year 2007. i know how was my navaratri last year. so i want to celebrate it with at its best. but i hope mansi was here. lets cross my fingers once again.

The_Sad_Clown

The_Sad_Clown, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

at this stage of life, as i said before, i m totally screwed !! and i can blame only myself for that. how difficult it is to see those people in pain whom u love the most. and how difficult it becomes when u r the reason of their pain.

I Give U my heart

I Give U my heart, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

seeing is believing

pooja, originally uploaded by The Intimate Stranger.

i was a commerce student, but i dont believe anything that cant be proven by science. like ghost and astology kinda things that comes from no where. which has no head and tail at all. just gifted in tradition or told as story, which has no science proof. but today we had some kinda "naranyanbali vidhi", which is basically a puja for "poorvaj", means dead grandfathers, grandmothers and other relatives. The reason behind this hindi ritual is to get find out any unfinished wishes of those dead people, and fullfill those wishes, which might gets you in trouble if you, as their sons and daughter, can not fulfill. Generally for me, it was just like other ritual, but this expreince will totally different from other expreiences in life. one which cant be explained easily and u have to see it to believe it. The ritual beings with the intention to invite the unresting souls of those dead relatives. I thought it was just waste of time, untill one of my auntie started behaving abnormally and start crying unsually, and unhumanly. we all were scared. but the Pujarees kept asking her Qs like who was she, her name, whats the problem, whats the wish and other things. man, for a moment i was thinking "what is this". aftrer 10-15 minutes of crying scene, the auntie said that she was my Grandmother. I was dead shocked. and she was saying such things that can make u believe that , yaa, she is my grandmother. it was quite unexplained by science. unbeliveable story, and u have to be there, see it to believe it.

sometimes these things leaves you with nothing but lots of question, that answers of which can not be found.