Thursday, January 29, 2009

what a shit life !!


I'm Wasting My Life, originally uploaded by _dorothy_.

what a useless life !! even person close to me wont believe me.

i dont know whats shit on yr mind, u dont want to share it. and blame me that i hide it, and i dont know what i m hiding. fucking shit.

if u choose to trust to someone else, than ask them for proof, dont come to me. bcaz u make me running blind.



even if i die prooving myself, u r not gonna believe me. Not bcaz i can not prove myself, but bcaz U DONT WANT TO BELIEVE !!! so i dont care abt it anymore...

Monday, January 26, 2009

busy days

last few days, life was on speed of 120. i wanted to apply for visa as soon as possible, so had to collect all papers. but the busiest day i had was the day for medical examination. damn, right from early morning till late evening. i had nothing to eat for whole day. it was total shit. i had to through chest x-ray and blood test. i hate that injection.

today is 60th republic day of India. and kapil n Gopi's anniversary as well. luckily we had a get together as they were in Ahmedabad today. seems like they havent finished their FRIENDSHIP even after marriage, A sign of happy LIFE from my point of view. your friend can be your life partner, but your life partner may not be your friend. i m very lucky to have such a good (girl)friend as well. and i m going to see her soon, pretty soon !!

Friday, January 16, 2009

Last goodbye


As parin fly to usa, i lose another close friend.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Saturday, January 03, 2009

what i deserve is HELL


Dante's Gates of Hell, originally uploaded by Stuck in Customs.

"RAVI....HELL IS THE ONLY PLACE FOR YOU !! SO GO TO HELL " - someone special

yaa, i think what i deserve is only HELL. i m really so bad bad that nothing else can compensate the sins i have committed. so can you please tell me the way to HELL.??

damn, all my life i have been repeating a mistake.....i never took decision in my favor, or i never made my own decisions. but this is the last time i m going to listen to anybody else. now onwards, i m going to take my decisions by myself. i m going to change myself. i m not going to be 90 kg (81 in fact), but i m going to turn in 77.
I M NOT PERFECT, neither i say that not every girl can have a boy like me. but i m going to be MY BEST. and today what i m, is the worst of me. but with in months, I WILL CHANGE my self, not for anybody, but for me.

bcaz no matter what you do for them, they always gonna blame you back, they always gonna kick you ass, they always gonna COMPARE YOU. they always gonna HATE YOU.

Friday, January 02, 2009

I m so 'Useless'


Useless, originally uploaded by m4r00n3d.

Hi,

I am ravi, age 23. and I m so useless. I have not done any productive work in my life till now. i live my life as its worst. wake up at 10.30-11 am. most of the time, i try to spend my day thinking over nothing, doing nothing. for sake, i have done my MBA. i wasted lots of money of my parents, but still, i m failed to earn money. And I do not blame anyone for this situation of mine.

But today, i decide not to be like this anymore. bcaz its only me who can make or waste my life. I have to take the charge of my life. I know that other things in universe are not in my control, and I dont know if fate favors or against me. but all i can do is just give my 100% to what ever I do.

I believe that achievement is not doing better than others, but its about feeling every night that I have done better than I did yesterday. and i m gonna achieve it.