Sunset balloon flight, originally uploaded by Axel-D.

i want to write down something, but as usual, i cant the word that can explain what i m thinking. may be this picture can describe something. just like that balloon, i m flying alone. theres is no limit or destination for that balloon, and it neither have that direction as well. the embiance is too sad, may be. same with me, i m a man without any direction and destination. just letting the life draw me where it wants. all the time, i let other people decide what i m suppose to do. not abt perosnal life, but talking abt professional life. i always have power to change my fate, but somehow, i lake that self confidance, that other people can simply shake it easily. but sometimes, i m my own worst enemy. most of the mind i can not make up my mind. my heart belongs to melbourne, but i have to, have to and have to stay here in ahmedabad, for one or other reason. i simply cant choose what my heart wants. may be i m waiting for a miracle, or an opportunity to just leave all worries and fly away somewhere.

but at this point of time, i m completly alone, lost, blankminded, blind, thought less, helpless.

just one of those days...

just one of those days..., originally uploaded by theshanghaieye.

walk alone

You'll never walk alone, originally uploaded by I have a bad cam.

these days i m going through a better, within myself. and i dont know what to do. i m really confused. i m feeeling so alone and isolated. i have lost the direction. or i cant see the light in the darkness. i miss a company. i miss a support. i need that rocket force to start the engine of my mind. oooh god, i m going trough so many personal and semi personal problems. damn....life is miserable.

all i need is just a power start, i just need to develop that 'Go get it' attitude !!

walk alone

You'll never walk alone, originally uploaded by I have a bad cam.

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...



Boulevard of Broken Dreams
by Green Day

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