Tuesday, July 28, 2009

justify the hurt inside !!




You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I refell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else


Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
That Somebody's Me

How, How could we go wrong
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross
And what we had isn't lost
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts


Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
That Somebody's Me


You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory
You, will you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please

Monday, July 27, 2009

You Hate Me !!


Paralyzed. Nothing's getting through to me.
Hypnotized from all my surroundings.
I wanna be something I could never be.
I wanna say things that I could never say.
Yeah, I'm gonna do it again!

Sick of my life. I'm tired of everything in my life.

Dragged down. Rubbing my face in the ground.
No time for the undecided.
I wanna know why I've always felt alone,
And I wanna love. Why am I untouchable?
Yeah, I'm gonna do it again!

Sick of my life. I'm tired of everything in my life.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Now he is.



He's not drunk.



A good match with best buddy.


Though collingwood lost the match, we dont care. We enjoyed. It was a match between Collingwood and Hawthorn. I was collingwood, till second quarter though. Than I changed to Hawthorn. And Hawthorn WON. but who cares. it was an awesome match. MCG was packed. It was a night to remember, till i came home and faced fury of roommates...ha ha ha !!

Thursday, July 02, 2009

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Melbourne @ night


Melbourne @ night, originally uploaded by Himadhu.

this is the city where i live, for couple of yrs and couple of months. but i love this place, sometimes though. its kinda peacful, colourful, and full of life. but i have not got any chance yet to enjoy the night life of it. as being busy schedule, i cudnt go out at nights. anyways, i dont wanna write too much for now.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

my first song.......almost 2 yr old now....and famous too *very famous*

highly inspired by PM, i m writing my first song,
doesn't matter if the grammer is right or wrong,
its gonna be a short note,i can not streach it too long,
i wonder if i can give it a proper tone,

last time visited D&G hair saloon,
not much time left to say goodbye to melbourne,
14 days more and i will be gone,
flying back to d place where my soul belong,

will be free from public transport,
no more waiting at bus stop,

no more boring hours ar IGA super market,
starting my own business is new target,

no need to wake up at 4.45 in the morning,
at 11.30 am, u will hear me snoring,
working with John was really very boring,
but with PM and mansi, Job was a different story,

fight between JOhn and Cris was real fun,
john was the target and cris was the gun,
john's walk was unique, i think he cudn't run,
may be the filling fighter Robert can make him learn,

"nothing to eat" was David's comment,
i cud never understand jenny and jessie's argument,

one was chinese and another was Gay,
i wish i cud sell bruce and ivan on e-bay,

forget about assignments, exams and study,
where we go today? red paper or funky curry?

pay fees at CQU, and go to study at Swinburn,
all gujjus in one Library, what can be more fun??

"oh please, i will die without milk and bread butter",
shut up saurin, or i will trough u in the gutter.

Montu is always depressed, always has a sad story,
and kaushal can't sleep without tulsi's "lorry".

ravi gets injured with nails and biting,
just run away when mansi start fighting,
PM is the new player in the house,
PM, stop drinking beer, and start dieting.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Monday, March 23, 2009

mahabharat


mahabharat, originally uploaded by @sivas.

the day was nothing less aggressive than mahabharat itself. i dont know whether it was funny or what?!! its like a tyre busted, tyre of everyone's mind, just busted........dhadaaaaakkkkkkk..........

one thing i learned today, and its that Silence suits on saints only. if u wanna live and enjoy the world, silence wont give help u buddy. u gotta speak it out. say NO when u want to say NO. otherwise world is full of cruel wolves, that will eat u and wont even barf.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

feeling guilty


181.365 - Grainy?, originally uploaded by Robczn.

i m sorry for something. feeling guilty for something. i will let u know when time comes.

day by day, i m losing my temptation for visa to australia. i must not keep thinking abt the same thing all the time. it makes the waiting period longer and longer. now it will come when it is suppose to be. i m tired of waiting. i m do not EXPECT anything. i know its gonna be inverse of what i wish, just like everything else.

Friday, March 20, 2009

wake up time buddy


Goodbye Cruel World, originally uploaded by mr. ëd.

i have been behaving like idiots for years. but its time to wake buddy. world is not as nice as it seems, or as it claims to be. people around u are masked. u never know whats behind that masked face. anyways, its time for u to be practical. one thing u must understand that u came to this world alone, and surely gonna leave it alone. no one gives a damn what u think and what u feel. all of them are selfish, so theres nothing wrong with being so straight and selfish. i am at the stage of life, where i can be selfish or fool, and i prefer to be selfish, bcaz u r.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

love u as u r......


Purple Orchid, originally uploaded by Accretion Point.

I LOVE THIS SONG


I think its call True Love....Love u as u are..........




Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Thoda sa dard tu
Thoda Sukun

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Dheema Dheema jhonka
Ya phir junoon
Thoda sa reshma
Tu humdam
Thoda sa khurdura
Kabhi daud jaye
Ya lad jaye
Ya khushboo se bhara

Tujhe badalna na chahoon
Rati bhar bhi sanam
Bina sajawat milawat
Na jyaada na hi kaam

Tuhje chaahon jaisa hai tu
Mujhe teree barish mein beegna hai ghuljana hai
Tujhe chaahon jaisa hai tu
Mujhe tere lapat mein jalna rakh ho jana hai

Tu zakham de agar
Marham bhi aakar tu lagaaye

Zakham pe bhi mujhko pyaar aaye

Dariya................. o dariya
Doobne de mujhe dariya
Doobne de mujhe dariya

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Thoda sa dard tu
Thoda Sukun

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Dheema Dheema jhonka
Ya phir junoon


Haath tham chalna hi
To dono ke daye haath sang kaise
Haath tham chalna hi
To dono ke daye haath sang kaise

Ek daaya hoga ek baaiya hoga
Tham le haath yeh thaam le
Chalna hai sang.... tham le

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Thoda sa dard tu
Thoda Sukun

Rehna Tu
Hai Jaisa TU
Dheema Dheema jhonka
Ya phir junoon


Thoda sa reshma
Tu humdam
Thoda sa khurdura
Kabhi daud jaye
Ya lad jaye
Ya khushboo se bhara

Tujhe badalna na chahoon
Rati bhar bhi sanam
Bina sajawat milawat
Na jyaada na hi kaam


Tuhje chaahon jaisa hai tu
Mujhe teri barish mein beegna hai ghuljana hai
Tujhe chaahon jaisa hai tu
Mujhe teri lapat mein jalna rakh ho jana hai

Healthy naughty girl


Diya's daily intake. Hah.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

scarred heart


clay's heart, originally uploaded by le_clay.

i m kinda boy who doesn't take shit things on my mind or heart. but theres something that has scratched my heart. only someone so close can do so. but i have to spend rest of my life with that pain inside myself. thats the only and biggest things that has sticked to my heart for such a long time.


....now i don't give a shit to ......damn.....i wish i was not created.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Ankhon ka hai dhokha


Visionary, originally uploaded by Jokerface 13.

Bharpa jo ek shor hai,
Pukhta hai purzorr hai,
rag rag jalte iske sarmaye…

Kal mera bebaaak tha,
Aaj magar kamzor hai..
Khud se ankhein hi na mil payein.

Aankhon ke aage jo hai, Manzar lava barsaaye…
Jalta hai dil jalta ha dili… dil main jalta hoon…
Is lamhe ki haqeeqat..Gawaara na kar paaye…
Jalta hai dil jalta ha dili… dil main jalta hoon…


Hat ja re hat jaa,
pare hat ja re nazron se,
pare Hat ja re hat jaa re,
pare hat jaa re..
arrey jaa re…

Tere labz hai aag jaise,
hain yaadon mein chubte jaise..
Aasoon mere behte rehte..
Khoon ke…khoon ke…Khoon ke…khoon ke…Khoon ke…...........

Ankhon ka hai dhokha,
Aisa tera pyaar
Tera Emosanal Attyachaar!!!

I LOVE THIS SONG

MOVIE - DEV.D (2009)
song - Emosanal Attyachaar (rock version)

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Happy valentines day




Wishing happy valentines day to the girl i love a lot.

And to those girls who lover me a lot. 


my valentine heart


my valentine heart, originally uploaded by Wild*Dreams.

its 14th feb, valentines day. and so poor me, and u. i have to celebrate it this day by my self. i wish we were together, than it would be so great. i miss u a lot.

Monday, February 02, 2009

Thursday, January 29, 2009

what a shit life !!


I'm Wasting My Life, originally uploaded by _dorothy_.

what a useless life !! even person close to me wont believe me.

i dont know whats shit on yr mind, u dont want to share it. and blame me that i hide it, and i dont know what i m hiding. fucking shit.

if u choose to trust to someone else, than ask them for proof, dont come to me. bcaz u make me running blind.



even if i die prooving myself, u r not gonna believe me. Not bcaz i can not prove myself, but bcaz U DONT WANT TO BELIEVE !!! so i dont care abt it anymore...

Monday, January 26, 2009

busy days

last few days, life was on speed of 120. i wanted to apply for visa as soon as possible, so had to collect all papers. but the busiest day i had was the day for medical examination. damn, right from early morning till late evening. i had nothing to eat for whole day. it was total shit. i had to through chest x-ray and blood test. i hate that injection.

today is 60th republic day of India. and kapil n Gopi's anniversary as well. luckily we had a get together as they were in Ahmedabad today. seems like they havent finished their FRIENDSHIP even after marriage, A sign of happy LIFE from my point of view. your friend can be your life partner, but your life partner may not be your friend. i m very lucky to have such a good (girl)friend as well. and i m going to see her soon, pretty soon !!

Friday, January 16, 2009

Last goodbye


As parin fly to usa, i lose another close friend.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Saturday, January 03, 2009

what i deserve is HELL


Dante's Gates of Hell, originally uploaded by Stuck in Customs.

"RAVI....HELL IS THE ONLY PLACE FOR YOU !! SO GO TO HELL " - someone special

yaa, i think what i deserve is only HELL. i m really so bad bad that nothing else can compensate the sins i have committed. so can you please tell me the way to HELL.??

damn, all my life i have been repeating a mistake.....i never took decision in my favor, or i never made my own decisions. but this is the last time i m going to listen to anybody else. now onwards, i m going to take my decisions by myself. i m going to change myself. i m not going to be 90 kg (81 in fact), but i m going to turn in 77.
I M NOT PERFECT, neither i say that not every girl can have a boy like me. but i m going to be MY BEST. and today what i m, is the worst of me. but with in months, I WILL CHANGE my self, not for anybody, but for me.

bcaz no matter what you do for them, they always gonna blame you back, they always gonna kick you ass, they always gonna COMPARE YOU. they always gonna HATE YOU.

Friday, January 02, 2009

I m so 'Useless'


Useless, originally uploaded by m4r00n3d.

Hi,

I am ravi, age 23. and I m so useless. I have not done any productive work in my life till now. i live my life as its worst. wake up at 10.30-11 am. most of the time, i try to spend my day thinking over nothing, doing nothing. for sake, i have done my MBA. i wasted lots of money of my parents, but still, i m failed to earn money. And I do not blame anyone for this situation of mine.

But today, i decide not to be like this anymore. bcaz its only me who can make or waste my life. I have to take the charge of my life. I know that other things in universe are not in my control, and I dont know if fate favors or against me. but all i can do is just give my 100% to what ever I do.

I believe that achievement is not doing better than others, but its about feeling every night that I have done better than I did yesterday. and i m gonna achieve it.