it was almost more than one year i visited any temple, so i had a small meeting with Hanuman dada on last saturday. i had some questions and some doubts that i asked him to solve soon. and i really didnt know that he will do that the very next morning. everything happned so fast and in so perfact manner that i was SHOCKED by the results of that small prayer. last night i talked with mansi. and it really made me feel so good. she is one of the best friends i ever had in life. yaa, just like me, you and other people on earth, she is not perfact. and i dont like perfect people anyway. so i like imperfact people like mansi, hah !! well, we talked a lot, she was at IGA at 6 am, working hard !! and i talked to her whatever happned in last 3 days. and she was laughing at me, specially on the topic where my all brothers took me for remand and on the visit of her parents.

it feels like everything is going in so perfact manner, everything is going in the way they should.

Today i went to SPIPA for adevent from KS and had a long meeting with all lod buddies. But now, i m planning to visit singapore and malasiya with my bros. so may be i will fly away on 24th March.

life is nothing else but a roller coaster.
my all brothers had decided something and they achieved their goal, and i think it was a good end of the story, and another start of another story.
i always afraid to make decisions, because i m afraid to make wrong decision. but sometimes i just forget to understand that i m human being and i have right to make wrong decisions, right to make mistake. and from my point of view, this will be the biggest decision of my life, and as far as i can see, its gonna be all right. i got some signs.....

just came back from Mumbai. it was one of the most memorable trip of life. maare be vakhat "shree ganesh" karva padya hataa. we left fot mumbai on 21st night by road. and unfortunaty we had to come back from Bharuch as the road was blocked due to accident. and we had to come back to ahmedabad at morning. but it was very important to visit that IAAPA expo, so we decided to go by train on 23rd night. the train musafari was fucking horrible. it was me, kaushikbhai and prashantbhai...and we had no confirmation on train. and it was like hell. travelling without confirmation was suck a headache. i cudnt sleep bcaz of half journy to bombay. and we 3 brothers had to pass night on single berth. it was fucking hell. well, and travelling in mumbai local trains......is another diffiucult job. after travelling in Connex in Melbounre, travelling in local train....is like $@$@$. i dont know, i odnt have any example to explain this thing. i wish i cud make John and Robert travelling on local trains. it would be a gr8 fun. but expo was good, and we had good fun as well. and at night, we decided to have some drink....what abt Hewards 5000. it was pretty good beer. i was almost drunk. i asked my brother if i cud call mansi, but they said it is too late in australia. so i called megha and talked to her. and it was a pleasent end of a wondeful journey. PM, i went to mumbai to visit amusemnt park and industry expo for our new project....well c u soon !! !

damn, i can not see my own blogs online. what kinda internet is this....i go to my blog page, and an error pops up "this page can not be displayed"....damn it !!

are yaar PM, hamna thi kai navaa juni nathi kari. aaje j mansi ne phone karyo, to evu laage che ke ene australia maa thoda jalsa karva che. mansi wants to enjoy her life in australia for next 6-7 months. thats cooool. and u'll be gone in few days. megha will be in Pune, and khushbu and gopi will be busy with job. and what i will be doing? i keep myself busy at day time, but at night, i need a friend to talk with. well, no need to worry, let everyone enjoy their life the way they want. i m trying to log in to MY HUTCH. but it takes a lot of time. so meantime, i would like to make this blog. anyways, may be tonight i will leave for Bombay for next 2 days. so hope to c u later. u come at my home soon !!

PM, theres nothing much to read today, because theres nothing much to write. because in life, its better to have some private experiences, doesnt matter they r good or bad. i tried to share everything i had, but i can not narrate my condition any more...

last night was one of the most terrible night i had. it was a valentines day and, as usual, it was just another day for me, nothing more than that. may be it was a bit different than all other valentines day. but still....nothing much changed. Khushbu and gopi were totally free after finishing exams, so we decided to meet at CCC express. but somehow megha could not manage to appear there. but me, khushbu and gopi had a lot of chat about last one year. just like the mix experience of last one year in australia, last night was a mix night of confessions. i dont know where this story will end, but i dont want to think about this anymore and concentrate on business.

and i m feeling so alone here. no one to talk with. everyone is busy. or have their own problems. i started thinking abt my origin. but cudnt find it. so i started hating god, again. !! he makes me feel so alone and dependant. i hate him. all shit , aaaalllllllllllllllllll shit !

feels like fucking caged. i was a bird, flying high in open sky. but after being in india, it feels like i m caged. i m bored. nothing to do around. all same shit problems. fucking shit !! i hate this feeling.

its been a week i wrote my last blog. and life is completly changed in last week. i moved 10000 miles away, far away from Melbourne, in india. India is the place where i belong. but after spending few months in melbourne, i dont feel like that anymore. i wish i cud fly back, but i think i can not. the decision is mine, and i can make my choice. but it will take a lot of tears. and i can not bare that. so i m happy to be here, in india. and it will be better to be here. now i m at the stage where i need to make another decision. and this will be the toughest decision i will have to take. god help me. i dont know what to do in this situation, and by thinking this, i m just hammering my mind. feels like my mind will blow off soon. may be i need a doze of beer and have dreamles night. may be i need to i need a barrle of coffee to bare this headache. all friends in india are busy with exams. so i m complatly alone. and this makes these moments more painful. may be i need some help, i need to rest in arms, but i can not find that. fucking shit. what i m writing about. today was one of the greatest day of life as it was Bhoomi Poojan for new bunglows. this was the moments we all have been waiting for years. and its begain now. i m waiting for the Vaastu Puajan day. its gonna be another celebration for ahmedabad. but for this moment, i dont know why my head is spinning.