may be overexpectations

Urmila in AAG, originally uploaded by Indango.

RGV ki AAG, the remake of classic movie SHOLAY. but it wasnt like that. RGV was not even closed to the The Great Original. this one was like a "naatak mandali" show. Music was like "baarat music" and acting was like.............aah, fuck all those superstars, they ar not actors at all. Cant believe such a crape from RGV who created Bhoot, Satya, Sarkaar and Kaun !! the only good thing abt this was the song Mehbooba. fuck, even i cud make a better home video than this RGV ki AAG !!

Happy Rakhi

Rakhi (राखी in Devanāgarī), originally uploaded by * Cishore ♥.

I m kinda "godsmack" and "linkin park" kinda person, who loves Gothik and hard rock and dont a person who easily gets fit into indian tradition of rituals and socilal functions. but today it was a time to celebrate one of the indian festival called Rakhsabandhan. I usually hate most of those rituals and social functions, but today i cud see the reason why all these fastivals were created for. its a social gathering of family, relatives and friends, to get reunited again and share happy moments and forget all stupid mistakes of past. Its a celebration of life. May be i cant describe all this things in a better way and better words, but all i can say is that , "I feel good today."

Bad Tree Video

Bad Tree - Funny bloopers are a click away

dhuaan !!

Hukka, originally uploaded by Premshree Pillai.

last night was one of those memorable nights of this life. Venu came to see me wideangle. and i was in mood to have some fun as it was friday night. it was along long time i had done crazy experiments, may be not since i came back from melbourne. but last night i decided to do something. so i asked ronak to join me at Arebian Nights. and it was something different. i tested almost all kinda liquore, but this it was Hukka. and my exprience of last night says that it was not that bad. ofcourse, nothing can beat Corona and Glenffidich, but Hukka has its different teste and different mazaa. it gives little kick, but it can make u fly if u go for a long drive with some strong flavours of hukka. Though i had some more with Hukka, like smirnoff and other local things, it was surely not like Corona Cick. I could smell that Hukka in my mouth even after brushing my teeth this morning. and it sucks !!

waiting for change !!

so tired of waiting on the world to change, originally uploaded by pangalactic gargleblaster.

its been 23 days .....

life need some changes at this stage. planning to get out of this routine schedule. yesterday, i was trying to have sme fun with mansi, but she got so angry with me. shes not replying since than. i donno what to do with this girl, cant even bare a little joke !! and i m the encyclopedia of pjs. oh man !! god knows whats gonna happen. i donno why she get so serious on small jokes !! may be bcaz, as i said before, she got a small child'd brain.

i tried to search that God of small things, but cudnt find it on crossword. so sometimes, i just go there to pass time and look at some interior books. as other friends are busy with theire new life, i m workitng to built up my new life and new life style.

The One I Love

Haven't slept in a week
My bed has become my coffin
Cannot breath, cannot speak
My head's like a bomb, still waiting
Take my heart and take my soul
I don't need them anymore

The one I love
Is striking me down on my knees
The one I love
Drowning me in my dreams
The one I love
Over and over again
Dragging me under

Hypnotized by the night
Silently rising beside me
Emptiness, Nothingness
Is burning a hole inside me
Take my faith and take my pride
I don't need them anymore

This bed has become my chapel of stone
A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown
So take my life, I don't need it anymore

planning for dream house

Dream house 2, originally uploaded by lucky olive.

these days, we are very busy with plannnig of our new dream home. its gonna be a great project for all of us. after a long long time, mansi bought a webcam. we had long chat this afternoon. but some how she ended with fighting with someone at home. may be with saurin. i donno. it always happens when u share computer in one house. those are really sweet moments when we used live all togather. those small and sweet fights on expenses and washing dishes and coocking schedules and garbeg bags and all other small small things. afterall, its little understanding that can bring peace to life. i wish america can understand this thing and stop using its power against small and weak people.

..... sOuL gLancE ......

..... sOuL gLancE ......, originally uploaded by €eErRbBbiiIEe€.

i m really very upset today. i cant blame khushbu as she was the first person i talked to this mornig. just kidding khushi !! but its like....i dont know how it feels like...i talked to mansi this afternoonn. and sometimes she just dont want to talk to me and i make her keep talking !! sometimes i just cant keep on going like that ! and than she started talking abt her new bf. that was more than i cud bare. but she kept talking abt her bf so i just hang up the phone !!

(T)ucking (F)raffic !!

chaos, originally uploaded by Meghna Sejpal.

u got the point of my heading???


but dude, i really got stucked in traffic today. it was like..........it was raining, cudnt see clearly, no traffic sense, no common sense, no manners, no parking space, no management and just lots of CARS AND PEOPLE !! Its was like last sunday of people of ahmedabad, like they gonna die 2moro !! Wideangle, fr, iscon temple, devarc mall, all food stores, big bazaar, gallops and now iscon mega mall. its all messed up. and its gonna get worst when Reliance Mart will be open for Public on 15th August. Man, just pray !! never ever get out with yr car on weekends.

but before that, this morning, wake up at 11.30 and called parin to join me for shopping. we checked out all shops at CG road, but cudnt find much. but at Mega mall i found some cool deal !! but after that what happend, its all i have allready written above.


and i completly gone banana. i m crazy !!!! I m gonna build the tallest building in A'bad and gonna jump off from the same.

Chak De India

Shah Rukh Khan Chak De India, originally uploaded by pyaaare.

it was such a coool and fantastic movie, makes u jump out of your seat and scream 'chakde india'. but before watching this movie, i had some VIDHI(some kinda rituals) to attend this morning, and u all people know how i hate to wake up early morning.

for PM who love this girl

missing

Alone in the Park, originally uploaded by Alliat.

dont know why, but feel so alone these days. so many friends and relatives around, but still something is missing. i keep myself busy these days. Spending extra hours at wide angle. somehow, this afternoon, i managed to vist US pizza with kaushikbhai and mitulbhai. and we are plannig to open up an restaura in ahmedabad. lets see what destiny wants to decide. mansi is in australia, melbourne, the place where i want to be, with lots or Corona and Jack Denial. wanna get drunk, once again. it makes me feel so good. I still remember the 'taste of feeling' of being drunk. its like losing control from myself, the best feeling in world. sometimes we just keep pushing our sentiments and emotions to ourselves, may be bcaz we dont want to be hurt or may be we are too shy to open it to our near and dear ones. but beer makes it easy to be what u want and u can get rid of what u are 'pretanding to be'. it brings the purest part of u.

chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega

Sunset, originally uploaded by Istenoren.

hue naam oye benishan kaise kaise
zameen kha gayi naujawan kaise kaise

aaj jawani par itaranae wale kal pacthtayega
chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega
dhal jayega dhal jayega

tu yahan musafir hain,yeh sarah fani hain
chaar roz ki mehmaan teri jindagani hain
teri jindagani hain teri jindagani hain
jan zameen jar zevar kutch na saath jayega
khali haath aaya hain khali haath jayega
khali haath jayega khali haath jayega
jaan kar bhi anjana ban raha hain deewane
apni umrefani par tan raha hain deewane
tan raha hain deewane tan raha hain deewane
is kadar tu khoya hain is jahan ke mele
tu khuda ko bhula hain phas ke is jhamaele main
aaj tak yeh dekha hain paanewala khota hain
jindagi ko jo samjha jindagi pe rota hain
jindagi pe rota hain jindagi pe rota hain
mitne wali duniya ka aaitbaar karta hain
kya samajh ke tu aakhir isse pyar karta hain
isse pyar karta hain isse pyar karta hain
apne apne fikro main jo bhi hain woh uljha hain
jo bhi hain woh uljha hain
jindagi haqeeqat main kya hain kaun samjha hain
kya hain kaun samjha hain
aaj samajhle aaj samajhle kal yeh mauka haath na tere aayega
o gaflat ki neend main sone wale dhoka khayega
chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega
dhal jayega dhal jayega

maut ne zamane ko yeh sama dikh dala
kaise kaise us gum ko khak main mila dala
khak main mila dala khak main mila dala
yaad rakh sikander ke hausle to aali they
jab gaya tha duniya se dono haath khali they
dono haath khali they dono haath khali they
apna woh halaku hain aur na uske saathi hain
jung ko chu woh porus hain aur na uske haathi hain
aur na uske haathi hain aur na uske haathi hain
kal jo tanke chalte they apni shano shaukat par
shamma tak nahi jalti aaj unki purbat par
aaj unki purbat par aaj unki purbat par
apna ho ya ala ho sabko laut jaana hain
sabko laut jaana hain sabko laut jaana hain
muflifoh tavundar ka kabra hi thikana hain
kabra hi thikana hain kabra hi thikana hain
jaisi karni jaisi karni waisi bharni aaj kiya kal payega
sir ko uthakar chalne wale ek din thokar payega
chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega
dhal jayega dhal jayega

maut sabko aani hain kaun isse chuta hain
tu fana nahi hoga yeh khayal jhutha hain
yeh khayal jhutha hain yeh khayal jhutha hain
saans tutate hi sab rishtey tut jaayenge
baap, maa, behan, biwi, Bachhe choot jayenge
bachhe choot jayenge Bachhe choot jayenge
tere jitne hain bhai waqt ka chalan denge
chin kar teri daulat do hi gaj kafan denge
do hi gaj kafan denge do hi gaj kafan denge
jinko apna kehta hain kab yeh tere saathi hain
kabra hain teri mazil aur yeh baraati hain
laake kabra main tujhko urda pak dalenge
apne haathon se tere muh pe khak dalenge
muh pe khak dalenge muh pe khak dalenge
teri saari ulfat ko khak main mila denge
tere chahne wale kal tujhe mila denge
kal tujhe mila denge kal tujhe mila denge
isliye yeh kehta hu khub soch le dil main
kyon phasaye baitha hain jaan apni mushkil main
jaan apni mushkil main jaan apni mushkil main
kar gunaho se tauba aake baat sambhal jaaye
aake baat sambhal jaaye
dum ka kya bharosa hain jaane kab nikal jaaye
jaane kab nikal jaaye
muthhi bandh ke aanewale,muthhi bandh ke aanewale haath pasare

jayega
dhan daulat jaagir se tune kya paya kya payega
chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega

dil ki tanhai ko aawaz bana lete hain.........

good bye

DSC_0018, originally uploaded by Charlie_tj.

It was 31st July and Mansi fly back to australia, and i donno when she will be back. but i wish she come back soon, as soon as possible. its like, from the first day i have been missing her company. anyways, the other side of life is getting really busy. 5th screen is taking shape, so we have to allot most of our time to it. hope to complete it b4 diwali.