missing

Alone in the Park, originally uploaded by Alliat.

dont know why, but feel so alone these days. so many friends and relatives around, but still something is missing. i keep myself busy these days. Spending extra hours at wide angle. somehow, this afternoon, i managed to vist US pizza with kaushikbhai and mitulbhai. and we are plannig to open up an restaura in ahmedabad. lets see what destiny wants to decide. mansi is in australia, melbourne, the place where i want to be, with lots or Corona and Jack Denial. wanna get drunk, once again. it makes me feel so good. I still remember the 'taste of feeling' of being drunk. its like losing control from myself, the best feeling in world. sometimes we just keep pushing our sentiments and emotions to ourselves, may be bcaz we dont want to be hurt or may be we are too shy to open it to our near and dear ones. but beer makes it easy to be what u want and u can get rid of what u are 'pretanding to be'. it brings the purest part of u.