Sunset balloon flight, originally uploaded by Axel-D.

i want to write down something, but as usual, i cant the word that can explain what i m thinking. may be this picture can describe something. just like that balloon, i m flying alone. theres is no limit or destination for that balloon, and it neither have that direction as well. the embiance is too sad, may be. same with me, i m a man without any direction and destination. just letting the life draw me where it wants. all the time, i let other people decide what i m suppose to do. not abt perosnal life, but talking abt professional life. i always have power to change my fate, but somehow, i lake that self confidance, that other people can simply shake it easily. but sometimes, i m my own worst enemy. most of the mind i can not make up my mind. my heart belongs to melbourne, but i have to, have to and have to stay here in ahmedabad, for one or other reason. i simply cant choose what my heart wants. may be i m waiting for a miracle, or an opportunity to just leave all worries and fly away somewhere.

but at this point of time, i m completly alone, lost, blankminded, blind, thought less, helpless.