seeing is believing

pooja, originally uploaded by The Intimate Stranger.

i was a commerce student, but i dont believe anything that cant be proven by science. like ghost and astology kinda things that comes from no where. which has no head and tail at all. just gifted in tradition or told as story, which has no science proof. but today we had some kinda "naranyanbali vidhi", which is basically a puja for "poorvaj", means dead grandfathers, grandmothers and other relatives. The reason behind this hindi ritual is to get find out any unfinished wishes of those dead people, and fullfill those wishes, which might gets you in trouble if you, as their sons and daughter, can not fulfill. Generally for me, it was just like other ritual, but this expreince will totally different from other expreiences in life. one which cant be explained easily and u have to see it to believe it. The ritual beings with the intention to invite the unresting souls of those dead relatives. I thought it was just waste of time, untill one of my auntie started behaving abnormally and start crying unsually, and unhumanly. we all were scared. but the Pujarees kept asking her Qs like who was she, her name, whats the problem, whats the wish and other things. man, for a moment i was thinking "what is this". aftrer 10-15 minutes of crying scene, the auntie said that she was my Grandmother. I was dead shocked. and she was saying such things that can make u believe that , yaa, she is my grandmother. it was quite unexplained by science. unbeliveable story, and u have to be there, see it to believe it.

sometimes these things leaves you with nothing but lots of question, that answers of which can not be found.