i was fucked up last night. walked all day long, looking for properties, and temp was almost 33-35. and start job at 5 pm. it was worst than that. only me and mansi know how we finished at 11. and worst thing was that i had to start at 8 this morning. and i just cudnt wake up at 7. but wake up at 7.50, got ready in 5 mins and got the bus of 7.59. it was really fast. and it was really busy at IGA. Jessie was there with PM. and it was really great day. we had so many talk today. and she told me that she heard that that chinese girl likes me. even she is not sure, but she think so. i dont know that truth, and that a wonderful state of mind. bcaz half the problem occurs bcaz you know something. when you dont know anything, you are free to do anything. hah !! well, in this case, i m flying back to india in Feb, leaving al things and memories in melbourne. India has its own fantastic life, same here. both life had its own way of enjoying. but i think india is much better, where i can have peace of mind. i dont like very slow life, but i dont want to run after an illusion or mirag. but after finishing at IGA, me and PM went home in his car. its great to have car. its very handy. than we went back to IGA. where i found mansi was crying on phone as she was talking to her mom. and abt whom?? that will make you laugh. sometimes, in life, you face a kinda situation that you dont feel angry, joyful, happy, sad, tired, bored or any other feeling. you just look at that situation and look at you. you just get amazed. its serious, but its funny as well. its one of the most imp decisions in your life, but you can take it in a sec. makes me feel happy for a sec, and amazed on other moment. crazy things happen in life, this is one of them in my life. its abt me and mansi. we are like tracks of train, who are with each other for a long journey, but we never meet each other, and will not be. but nature has its own plans. but i think we wont let that happen, do we?? but i dont think abt the result of this situation, i just enjoy being in this situation, just like all other strange situations. this is one the most funny and owkward situation i had till now. its funny. and one more thing that jessie told me today. its funny too. i proposed so many girls, but no one gave me positive reply. for the first time in life, a nice girl is interested in me, but i cant move a inch forward. its shit, but its funny. shit things happen in life. tomorrow, in future, i m gonna look at these moments and will laugh, just laugh......