and i just finished a chat session with her !! its 2.44 am and she sent me msg at 1.30 to get online !! i dont know whats this. she was asking me how she was looking at that night when she came down with make up. she was asking me to desribe her in words. she was asking to wheather she is pretty or not? may be she was drunk. may be she had something to share. may be she is hidding somehting to herself. may be she lost her way. may be she was feeling so lonely. I tell u what, this melbourne .............. its better to have someone very close and trustworthy to live life. I m missing taht part of life too. everyone is running around for them selves. its so alone and isolated here.......