i just realised how u feel when u crash on earth when u r flying on a dream ride. its heart breaking. you cant explian the pain in words. you can't cry, tears doesnt come out easily. u can't show yr pain, but cant hide in yr eyes. when a close friend hurts you so badly, u can't ignore it, u have to accept the pain. may be tomorrow i will be feeling better, but i will never ever forget these moments. this is the worst feeling i had in life. worst. i had no more bitter expereince than this. i was looking for a surprise from this routine life, but what i get is a SHOCK !!