what a useless life !! even person close to me wont believe me.
i dont know whats shit on yr mind, u dont want to share it. and blame me that i hide it, and i dont know what i m hiding. fucking shit.
if u choose to trust to someone else, than ask them for proof, dont come to me. bcaz u make me running blind.
even if i die prooving myself, u r not gonna believe me. Not bcaz i can not prove myself, but bcaz U DONT WANT TO BELIEVE !!! so i dont care abt it anymore...
last few days, life was on speed of 120. i wanted to apply for visa as soon as possible, so had to collect all papers. but the busiest day i had was the day for medical examination. damn, right from early morning till late evening. i had nothing to eat for whole day. it was total shit. i had to through chest x-ray and blood test. i hate that injection.
today is 60th republic day of India. and kapil n Gopi's anniversary as well. luckily we had a get together as they were in Ahmedabad today. seems like they havent finished their FRIENDSHIP even after marriage, A sign of happy LIFE from my point of view. your friend can be your life partner, but your life partner may not be your friend. i m very lucky to have such a good (girl)friend as well. and i m going to see her soon, pretty soon !!
"RAVI....HELL IS THE ONLY PLACE FOR YOU !! SO GO TO HELL " - someone special
yaa, i think what i deserve is only HELL. i m really so bad bad that nothing else can compensate the sins i have committed. so can you please tell me the way to HELL.??
damn, all my life i have been repeating a mistake.....i never took decision in my favor, or i never made my own decisions. but this is the last time i m going to listen to anybody else. now onwards, i m going to take my decisions by myself. i m going to change myself. i m not going to be 90 kg (81 in fact), but i m going to turn in 77.
I M NOT PERFECT, neither i say that not every girl can have a boy like me. but i m going to be MY BEST. and today what i m, is the worst of me. but with in months, I WILL CHANGE my self, not for anybody, but for me.
bcaz no matter what you do for them, they always gonna blame you back, they always gonna kick you ass, they always gonna COMPARE YOU. they always gonna HATE YOU.
Hi,
I am ravi, age 23. and I m so useless. I have not done any productive work in my life till now. i live my life as its worst. wake up at 10.30-11 am. most of the time, i try to spend my day thinking over nothing, doing nothing. for sake, i have done my MBA. i wasted lots of money of my parents, but still, i m failed to earn money. And I do not blame anyone for this situation of mine.
But today, i decide not to be like this anymore. bcaz its only me who can make or waste my life. I have to take the charge of my life. I know that other things in universe are not in my control, and I dont know if fate favors or against me. but all i can do is just give my 100% to what ever I do.
I believe that achievement is not doing better than others, but its about feeling every night that I have done better than I did yesterday. and i m gonna achieve it.
it was time to see some old mates. very old. and believe me, old is gold. mansi with her son, kinjal with her amit, dhwani and badal with their son and me and parin joined for a dinner. it was time we laughed out till our jaws fall out. man, it was good time. good good time. i laughed out after such a long long time. it was great to see these people around.
if you love orange, than you gonna like orange only. and if you hate apple, than you never likely to eat it. but somehow, if you have no option but apple, than no matter how many apple you have, you still gonna hate it. you cant blame apple for it. its good on its side. but its bad for you, bcaz u dont like it.
and even if u eat Apple everyday for the rest of your life, it never gonna taste like Orange. so stop expecting apple to give u taste of orange. bcaz its apple, not orange. either you start liking apple, or stop eating.
kevi rite vite che vakhat, shu khabar tane,
teto kadi mari pratiksha kari nathi,
e shu ke roj tu j kare maru paarkhu,
me to kadi e tari pariksha kari nathi.
it was just another normal day. once again i had to prove myself, and once again i failed.
Gaganvasi Dhara Par Be Ghadi Shwaso Bhari To Jo…
Jeevandata Jeevan Kero Anubhav Tu Kari To Jo..
Sadaye Shesh Shaiya Par-Shayan Karnaar O Bhagwan..
Fakat Ek Vaar Kaanta Ni Pathari Pathri To Jo.
jivan jevu jivan, tane suparat kari daishu,
amari jem amne ek vaar tu kargari to jo.
last 23 days passed just like moments, some of the best moments in life. specially in last 6 months. her presence make me feel little comfortable, helps me to stop thinking for a while. otherwise, last few months were like tornado, big bad tornado of life. but she went back yesterday. and i miss her too much. i hope i see her again soon, very very soon.
life is back on track after she left india. and this track of life is full of shit. such a headache. i wish i fly back to Melbourne as soon as possible. otherwise i will go mad.
its 1.17 am, 4th Dec, 2008, and i strongly feel like i m going to die soon.
last night me and parin had great talk, which was our of this universe. one need to be really crazy to understand it. and today, maunang joined the conversation. but he just cant get these things.
last night was the disc night from Khushbu and Alok, and today it was musical one from same couple. it was really nice family function. everyone loved it. good job by all youngsters.
one more thing i need to i ask you guys. do u like to be compared?? i mean, when yr parents used to say that your brother or friend is doing good at maths that you. your husband compares you with someone more beautiful girl around you. or boss, who complains that your colleague is working hard than you?? do you really like to be compared??
i think to be compared, it is must to have two or more people. i mean you must be compared with someone or somebody else, or even with yourself with another time zone. but how can you compare someone who holds a special position, which can be alloted to ONLY ONE PERSON. how can you compare him or her??
They say love is just a game
They say time can heal the pain
sometimes you win, sometimes you lose
And I guess its just a fool
I keep holding on to you
I told you once you were the one
you know that I die for you
I will hurts to see you go
this time you should know
I won't try to stop you
Don’t you forget about me baby
Don’t you forget about me now
Some day you'll turn around and ask me
Why did I let you go
So you try to freak a smile
You don’t wanna break my heart
I can see that you're afraid
But baby it’s to late
coz I’m already dying
didn't give a fuck yesterday,
i dont give fuck today,
and probably, wont give fuck 2moro as well.
SO.........FUCK OFF !!
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