new year, new day, new start

1/365 - A New Start, originally uploaded by the left-handed robot.

though it was not any unusual day, its the first day of new year as per hindu rituals. let me make one decision today, that i will watch my weight. try to keep it under 78.

one of the fav songs

i love this song, and love the movie more. love to listen to this track when i m so alone, when i feel so rejected.

happy fucking diwali

Diwali Celebrations, originally uploaded by P. Malik.

wish u all a very very happy fucking diwali, and a fucking prosperous new year. yaa, it was a just another fucking day for me. nothing fucking new. fuck all these people who love firework, its just fucking waste of money, they fuck the fucked up environment, increasing fucking noise and air pollution. but why shud i care, let them fuck themselves.
people celebrate new year like its their fucking last year of life, like new year is not gonna come again next year. but theres no fucking celebration for me. it will be just another fucking day of life. it was fucking awesome diwali last year when all 30 people celebrated together. we are all together these time as well, but there wont be any fucking celebration. if people stop talking to me and happy to leave me alone with my problems, than its fucking okey with me. fucking ok with me. yaa, fucking ok. i dont expect them to understand the situation and help me to get through my fucking problems. fuck me, fuck the world, fuck the god.

Diwali is here

Diwali lights n Rangoli, originally uploaded by keya_arati.

yes, happy new year is knocking on the door, and so the winter. i feel those cool breezes going through my hair while riding my 2 wheeler. btw, i used my kinetic instead of car, and i bet its the best solution to the traffic of ahmedabad, the metro city. diwali is not so happening as it was last year. i still remember we had celebration of firework right in front of Wide Angle. but this we saw the firework on 24th Oct, sensex was down more than 1000 points and nifty was almost 2500, 350+ down. that was the most shocking day in the history of indian stock market, the most shocking. so i guess this will directy affect the expenditure pattern of customers this diwali. i can see these clearly in Dev Arc Mall, which is like Bhoot Bangla. and one more shopping has just joined party, Gulmahor park, lets see how far they can go.

btw, my diwali is not good eaither. even this time i m gonna celebrate as a bachelor, hah. that wasnt funny btw. i donno why but i m not suppose to talk to her for a week or so. i wish she was here with me. somehow, the sixth sense says shes somewhere around. i donno when she'll be back, donno weather she will be back or not.

Modi live in action

Modi live in action at shivranjani cross road.

No smoking please

Dark Pool

Dark Pool - Golden Sand, originally uploaded by wabberjocky.

the day was just usual. trying to update the things that havent changed in last 6 years. these days i pass little time at Anti Clock, where u can find me making smoke rings. man, its a hard job, not as easy as it looks. but i m getting grip on it.

street fight

... friday night, street fight, originally uploaded by [ Petri ].

i had no expectation that this fight would go this far. its been 2 days of that night, and matter has not been solved yet. hope the capter will be closed 2moro. but this was really funny of DP and his original name. well, life goes on and on. navaratri is finished and Ravan is still alive. he has not been burn down this time.

Harnil's Dance

lucky ladies, watch simal nacked, U R FAMOUS NOW

Garba at Anti Clock, Wide Anlge

garba at Anti Clock, Wide Angle

the most most most memorable night of my life

AnGeR sEeThInG, originally uploaded by pea2wenty3.

its 6.47 am, and i had no chance to have a nice sleep last night. what we had today, i donno was it funny or damn serious. i guess its damn serious, and i dont want to face this kinda shit again in my life. it was the most most most memorable night of my life. i dont know why but i had some kinda sixth sense abt DP that something is going to be wrong with him. i didnt know it wud happen so quickly, with in half an hour. and it took whole night to get out of that situation, and guess what?? its not over yet.

Dark sleepless night

Its 1 am, midnight. I cant sleep. But Theres no one i can call and talk for sometime.

Ey Karay Kya Koiii... Karay Kya Koi Woh Jo Aaein Yakayak
Nigaahon Ko Rokay Ya Dil Ko Sambhalay

Qayamat Hai Zaalim Ki Neechi Nigahein
Khuda Janay Kya Ho Jo Nazrein Utha Lein

Bus Itni Si Doori, Yeh Mein Hoon Ya Manzil
Kahan Aake Phootay Hein Paaon K Chaalay

Qaasid Payam E Khat Ko Daina Bohot Na Tool
Bus Mukhtasir Yeh Kehna K Ub

Na Rukte Hain Aansoo Na Thamte Hein Naale
Kaho koi kaise muhabbat chupa lay

a heavenly treat

Chocolate Chocolate Chip Double Chocolate Ice Cream Sandwich, originally uploaded by dmmaus.

its just like routine Saturday. Rajvadu was on full waiting, so we moved to Choice, the right choice, as we had to wait for less than 10 mins. the food was gr8. and the waiter, how cud he remember the order of 12 items?? he was simply genius. and than we moved to Wide Angle, havmor. actually i can not eat ice cream these days, but as i was with friends, i cudnt resist as they were having 2 cups of ice creams. and i think that Chocolate Fantasy was simply superb. of course the cookie cream is all time favorite. now it was not just ordinary saturday night. it was a special one!!

osho and love

osho says if someone wants to fall in love, the first thing he must do is destroy his ego. Love can not born in the existence of Ego. one must die to reborn in life of love. Ego is the barrier that will not let the tree of love grow. one must learn to lean to fall in love. "jab 'main' tha tab 'hari' nahi, jab 'hari' hai to 'main' nahi!! one must destroy his ego to see the eternal love, and destroying ego is more difficult than facing death. but a man without ego is full of love. just like a tree...the tree bended to ground has the more fruits than others.

one more thing i like abt osho is Dream. we dream of those things which we want to achieve, which we have not achieve, which doesn't belong to us, with we do not own. a bagger dream of money, a hungry man dreams food, a pedestrian dreams car.

i wonder how stupid i am. i see her in my dream every day, but i cudnt realize that she belongs to me only, and i no need to dream of her anymore, shes already with me.

Comedy Circus

home sweet home

my home, originally uploaded by petervanallen.

today was the day, dedicated to new home. the whole day was spent on site with interior designer. damn, its too difficult to choose a floor tile. i wonder when i will finish the whole house??? it was Happy Birthday of pinky as well. there was nothing to celebrate, but we are going out next week. nothing is happening these days. same shit different days. just got confirmation that she hates me, hah !! (its official now.)