Night at Thist lounge

Having good time of life with virgin marry and parin.

bad boys of god

Ahmedabad faces 14th serial blast this evening. this was just another attack like tiffin and cycle bombs. around 14 people have lost their lives and 70 are injured. the basters have attack 2 of the city hospital parking as well. people of india will face out the situation together. feeling very sorry for the people who lost their lives and injured badly in the blasts.

today, i weighted 78.8 lowest figure i ever watched on weight machine in last so many years. feel so good.

little of yr time !!

all i want is some of yr time. u say, i m busy today, i m busy today, we'll talk later, we will take 2moro. and i think, 2moro??? will it ever come?? i dont trust TOMORROW. it will never come. life is made of moments. and we are missing some precious moments of our lives.

anyways, i got my hair styled tonight. its the shorted i can have. bcaz, bcaz.............bcaz...i m lightest, as far as last 8 yrs concern. i weighted 79.3 this moning. that was awesome to see the figure belowe 80. now lets move 2wards 75kg. its not that far i guess, but it the hardest last 4-5 kgs. i gotta be very strict on my diet now.

Not Falling Apart

each line suits

Kaleidoscopic, originally uploaded by kiwikeith.

In my dreams I'm dying all the time
Then I wake its kaleidoscopic mind
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to lie
So this is goodbye

Tell the truth, you never wanted me,
Tell me...

In my dreams I'm jealous all the time
Then I wake I'm going out of my mind
Going out of my mind

Bought my self a birthday gift.

Bcaz this time i'm left on my own.

i m dying......and no one can see that !!

Drinks | Publicidade, originally uploaded by Alexandre Chang.

i had no drinks, but feel like i m drunk. seems like i m having first day of the rest of my life, and clock is ticking. I think i will have to go back to the rule #1 of Osho, the rule of expectations.





Lights go out and I can’t be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
Brought me down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg and plead

come out if things aren’t said
Shoot an apple off my head
And a, trouble that can’t be named
Tigers waiting’ to be tamed

Confusion never stops
Closing walls and ticking clocks
Gonna come back and take you home
I could not stop that you now know

come out upon my seas
Curse missed opportunities
Am I, a part of the cure,
Or am I part of the disease

Passing time at Himalaya

take off for a new life

BA 747 take off, originally uploaded by birdlike.

in between these messed up life, paragkumar and hetalben fly away to US. first of all, i would like to with them good luck for the further journey called LIFE. we hope, and we know, that they will a much better life than they had in india. this is the only good thing happened in last few weeks. otherwise, its getting worse every passing day. Donno when this will end, but this is the worst part of life i m facing so far. i hope that ride will end soon !!

life is fucking strange

Strange attractor?, originally uploaded by kevindooley.

life is fucking strange. and what i m facing these days, its the strangest part of my life so far. i was never expected that something like this could occur in life. i m surprised, but the shock is yet to come !!

Happy Birthday Ravi !!

Luxurious Chocolate Brownies with Macadamia Nuts ~ 豪華巧克力布朗尼蛋糕, originally uploaded by L' Atelier Vi.

yaa, usually it shud be a birthday cake with lots of(23) candles on it !! but i choose to celebrate differently. as there was no one to celebrate it with me, i decided to treat myself. and what could be better than a Chocolate Brownie (not u chocolate brownie) to make me feel the happiest person on earth. well, i dreamed something like this, but cudnt have any chocolate brownie, though i wished a lot. it was not a special day after all. just same old routine sunday, but the date was 29th June !!

Sunday Morning

Cloudy morning in Dharamkot village / India, originally uploaded by temp13rec..

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning




Sunday Morning
by Maroon 5

2 days of hope and eternal life of helplessness !!

71/365 sweet raptured light it ends here tonight, originally uploaded by sad feeling™.

i never thought that life would turn like this. last 3 days changed the way i was thinking abt life, people and god. 2 of them were in hospital, where 500 people were praying to god for a person to get up and smile. but i found my and their prayers unanswered. but god should have listen to at least those 2 innocent children's prayer. but he didn't. he just do what he wants to do, never care for anybody. i used to think that everything happens for a reason, for a good reason. but this incident changed my point of view. god is so rigid and merciless that he will do whatever comes to his mind. i dont know what was her mistake that took away her life, but as far as i know, she is the most graceful, chearing, charming, loving person in our family, and of course, in her family too. she never had fight with anyone, she never thought bad things for other. she was the source of happiness among all those sisters and her sisters-in-laws. i m not just saying all these things just for the sake of saying, but its damn true. and we feel miserable on lose of such a soul.

she left a girl of 15 and a boy of 10 behind her. now who will take care of them? is there anyone who can fulfill the place of a good mom for those kids?? i think even god himself cant play that role. god cant do anything ! i think hes helpless too !! he is hopeless !

when i was in hospital with KK, he used to tell me all those things abt their life. how she used to remind him to take medicine on time, how she used to take care of him, her kids and her parents in laws, how she used to call him 3-4 times a day just to make sure that he is safe and sound. but now, ..........i dont have words to explain his agony.

i always believed that god is great, and he can never think bad for anyone. and he always has good reason behind whatever he does. but i cant find or see any good reason behind whatever happened in last 3 days. pls make me believe that this is just a bad dream, and i will wake up soon.

When my time comes,
forget the wrong that i've done,
help me leave behind some,
reasons so to be missed.

Dont resent me,

when you're feeling empty,

Keep me in your memory,
leave out all the rest.

A bus with window a.c.

Its funny, isnt it?

d way u hate me !!

I HATE .., originally uploaded by M!$$ BLinG ♥Leaving flickr in 2009♥jaded >_<.

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d way u hate me ..........................................on day 35 !!

On diet !!!

Ya. Freeze is full of chocolates. But ........ I cant even touch them. Cant eat till . . . . . . . . !!

this is what i need to realise !!

[*&!] razorblade, originally uploaded by idolumvisions.

Damn, i broke my laptop.

Broken vision of laptop.

Ugly, originally uploaded by aalexa.jeann.

she says "leave me alone !!"