aah, pretty busy with shopping these days. but cudnt find much. may be i m still used to australian teste. but today, i tried some t's and had to buy some for these holidays....but yesterday was a GREAT SCENE with NAYANBHAI! ! well, i was just trying to have some fun with his nack, but suddenly he got unconcious and fall down on floor. oh man, we were scared. i didnt know what to do. but thank god, kaushikbhai was there and he helped. otherwise.....

u see, DEATH is always around us, u can not escape from it. happens, shit things happens in life. but now we got visa for singapore, malasiya and thialand, so its all fun time now, we are packing bags for saturday night flight...bu before that, India is playing to Srilanka, and it will be Do or Die match. so must be very interesting. God knows whats gonna happen. but who cares, afterall its a sport, a match and oonly one team can win (i hope it will be india). best luck to men in blue......

ronak got his new car, Skoda Octavia Rider. 3rd Skoda and 15th car in family. wow, we dont have space to park any more car. but these days, i m bit busy with Essem House construction. today, i was there for whole day.

india lose against Bangadesh and now India is playing to Barmunda. and i dont give a damn to anything.

last night i was with megha and gopi, and khushi was there too....and out of 2-3 plans, we decided to go to Gulam Ali Concert. me and megha enjoyed, but cant say the same abt other 2. after that, we had asharfi, and i love it, love to have it after a long time....afterall, it was a good weekend..

well, lots of things going around. its khushi's BD so we are having dance party at this time.
and i called mansi yesterday and she sounds very coool and stable these days. from last 3-4 calls, i m noticing a drametic, but good change in her behaviour. thats great. well, these weekend, me, gopi and megha gonna have some plan. so lets see what happens. till than, let me plan out our new home.....

ysterday we started to make marks for new bunglows on S G highway. it was fucking hot day in that KHETAR. but we had to do it. well, so many other things are going around, but i dont have much to write them down. so i will decribe them letter.

and i still can not view my own blogs on this f***ing PC. sometimes i really think that these are my suicide notes, as i m gonna destroy this PC and kill my self with fustration !!!

today i got my first salary, RS. 12,000 !! hhmmmm, not bad, after all , i have nothing to save on that. its total disposable income, just like pocket money. feeling good. but as i decided, i would like to give away 10% of income to any charity or something.

mansi got her results, and its great result. and as megha said....MPA must be easy course !! i dont know, accounting was never my cup of tea.......so i prefer coffee instead, so i decided to go for markting. and i think it was a perfect decision. and what abt deciding to study in australia?? well, now it is prooved to be the most twisted decision of life, and i guess its a good twist. well, some people may not agree with that, but i know its a right decision....

PM left India yesterday and i dont know when he will be back, but best lust for his life......

today i got my first salary, RS. 12,000 !! hhmmmm, not bad, after all , i have nothing to save on that. its total disposable income, just like pocket money. feeling good. but as i decided, i would like to give away 10% of income to any charity or something.

mansi got her results, and its great result. and as megha said....MPA must be easy course !! i dont know, accounting was never my cup of tea.......so i prefer coffee instead, so i decided to go for markting. and i think it was a perfect decision. and what abt deciding to study in australia?? well, now it is prooved to be the most twisted decision of life, and i guess its a good twist. well, some people may not agree with that, but i know its a right decision....

PM left India yesterday and i dont know when he will be back, but best lust for his life......

today i got my first salary, RS. 12,000 !! hhmmmm, not bad, after all , i have nothing to save on that. its total disposable income, just like pocket money. feeling good. but as i decided, i would like to give away 10% of income to any charity or something.

mansi got her results, and its great result. and as megha said....MPA must be easy course !! i dont know, accounting was never my cup of tea.......so i prefer coffee instead, so i decided to go for markting. and i think it was a perfect decision. and what abt deciding to study in australia?? well, now it is prooved to be the most twisted decision of life, and i guess its a good twist. well, some people may not agree with that, but i know its a right decision....

PM left India yesterday and i dont know when he will be back, but best lust for his life......

many many happy returns of the day....mansi....wishing you a very happy birthday....
though i was far away, somehow i tried to make her day by one way or other ( lets say one sms or lots of sms). and i think this night was little surprising for her, what say mansi??
well, the holi day began with Jimesh's sister's engagement ceremony, so i was busy till 1. but i was dead after that, bcaz....bcaz.....bcaz...................bcaz i dont know. it wa funny situation, or say dangerous one. i was talking to all my brothers, they all 7 in the same office and suddenly mansi got online and we were chatting there. and that made me centre of topic for all my bros. and unfortunatly, my dad was there too.....oh shit !!!
but suddenly we decided to go for a long drive and we end up with a tour to Sadra, gandhinagar. it was a fun trip with all brothers and friends. sometimes i really feel great to be in India. life was never better like this. australia had all the fun and freedom, but .................hhhhhhhmmmmmmm not like india yaar !! its all fun with family, brothers, sisters, bhabhis and Baas and friends......aaah !! where can i find that in australia..??? INDIA IS GREAT !!

it was almost more than one year i visited any temple, so i had a small meeting with Hanuman dada on last saturday. i had some questions and some doubts that i asked him to solve soon. and i really didnt know that he will do that the very next morning. everything happned so fast and in so perfact manner that i was SHOCKED by the results of that small prayer. last night i talked with mansi. and it really made me feel so good. she is one of the best friends i ever had in life. yaa, just like me, you and other people on earth, she is not perfact. and i dont like perfect people anyway. so i like imperfact people like mansi, hah !! well, we talked a lot, she was at IGA at 6 am, working hard !! and i talked to her whatever happned in last 3 days. and she was laughing at me, specially on the topic where my all brothers took me for remand and on the visit of her parents.

it feels like everything is going in so perfact manner, everything is going in the way they should.

Today i went to SPIPA for adevent from KS and had a long meeting with all lod buddies. But now, i m planning to visit singapore and malasiya with my bros. so may be i will fly away on 24th March.

life is nothing else but a roller coaster.
my all brothers had decided something and they achieved their goal, and i think it was a good end of the story, and another start of another story.
i always afraid to make decisions, because i m afraid to make wrong decision. but sometimes i just forget to understand that i m human being and i have right to make wrong decisions, right to make mistake. and from my point of view, this will be the biggest decision of my life, and as far as i can see, its gonna be all right. i got some signs.....

just came back from Mumbai. it was one of the most memorable trip of life. maare be vakhat "shree ganesh" karva padya hataa. we left fot mumbai on 21st night by road. and unfortunaty we had to come back from Bharuch as the road was blocked due to accident. and we had to come back to ahmedabad at morning. but it was very important to visit that IAAPA expo, so we decided to go by train on 23rd night. the train musafari was fucking horrible. it was me, kaushikbhai and prashantbhai...and we had no confirmation on train. and it was like hell. travelling without confirmation was suck a headache. i cudnt sleep bcaz of half journy to bombay. and we 3 brothers had to pass night on single berth. it was fucking hell. well, and travelling in mumbai local trains......is another diffiucult job. after travelling in Connex in Melbounre, travelling in local train....is like $@$@$. i dont know, i odnt have any example to explain this thing. i wish i cud make John and Robert travelling on local trains. it would be a gr8 fun. but expo was good, and we had good fun as well. and at night, we decided to have some drink....what abt Hewards 5000. it was pretty good beer. i was almost drunk. i asked my brother if i cud call mansi, but they said it is too late in australia. so i called megha and talked to her. and it was a pleasent end of a wondeful journey. PM, i went to mumbai to visit amusemnt park and industry expo for our new project....well c u soon !! !

damn, i can not see my own blogs online. what kinda internet is this....i go to my blog page, and an error pops up "this page can not be displayed"....damn it !!

are yaar PM, hamna thi kai navaa juni nathi kari. aaje j mansi ne phone karyo, to evu laage che ke ene australia maa thoda jalsa karva che. mansi wants to enjoy her life in australia for next 6-7 months. thats cooool. and u'll be gone in few days. megha will be in Pune, and khushbu and gopi will be busy with job. and what i will be doing? i keep myself busy at day time, but at night, i need a friend to talk with. well, no need to worry, let everyone enjoy their life the way they want. i m trying to log in to MY HUTCH. but it takes a lot of time. so meantime, i would like to make this blog. anyways, may be tonight i will leave for Bombay for next 2 days. so hope to c u later. u come at my home soon !!

PM, theres nothing much to read today, because theres nothing much to write. because in life, its better to have some private experiences, doesnt matter they r good or bad. i tried to share everything i had, but i can not narrate my condition any more...

last night was one of the most terrible night i had. it was a valentines day and, as usual, it was just another day for me, nothing more than that. may be it was a bit different than all other valentines day. but still....nothing much changed. Khushbu and gopi were totally free after finishing exams, so we decided to meet at CCC express. but somehow megha could not manage to appear there. but me, khushbu and gopi had a lot of chat about last one year. just like the mix experience of last one year in australia, last night was a mix night of confessions. i dont know where this story will end, but i dont want to think about this anymore and concentrate on business.

and i m feeling so alone here. no one to talk with. everyone is busy. or have their own problems. i started thinking abt my origin. but cudnt find it. so i started hating god, again. !! he makes me feel so alone and dependant. i hate him. all shit , aaaalllllllllllllllllll shit !

feels like fucking caged. i was a bird, flying high in open sky. but after being in india, it feels like i m caged. i m bored. nothing to do around. all same shit problems. fucking shit !! i hate this feeling.

its been a week i wrote my last blog. and life is completly changed in last week. i moved 10000 miles away, far away from Melbourne, in india. India is the place where i belong. but after spending few months in melbourne, i dont feel like that anymore. i wish i cud fly back, but i think i can not. the decision is mine, and i can make my choice. but it will take a lot of tears. and i can not bare that. so i m happy to be here, in india. and it will be better to be here. now i m at the stage where i need to make another decision. and this will be the toughest decision i will have to take. god help me. i dont know what to do in this situation, and by thinking this, i m just hammering my mind. feels like my mind will blow off soon. may be i need a doze of beer and have dreamles night. may be i need to i need a barrle of coffee to bare this headache. all friends in india are busy with exams. so i m complatly alone. and this makes these moments more painful. may be i need some help, i need to rest in arms, but i can not find that. fucking shit. what i m writing about. today was one of the greatest day of life as it was Bhoomi Poojan for new bunglows. this was the moments we all have been waiting for years. and its begain now. i m waiting for the Vaastu Puajan day. its gonna be another celebration for ahmedabad. but for this moment, i dont know why my head is spinning.

Dandenong ranges and Philip Iseland, it was for yesterday. today was the time for Safari at weribee open range zoo and Rialto tower. both were wonderful days, some of the best day in melbourne and in life as well. after its all company that matters. PM and mansi are always there, but ystrday sauring, the 8th wonder also joined us. it was really great. D Ranges is one of the most beautiful place i ever visited. Melbounre was looking coooooooooool from there. and it was like 'road to heaven', wonderful scenery to the top of the mountain. Philip island was 72 Km away from D ranges. but it took us some 133 km, and dont ask me why, we are still surprised. Philip Island is not a unique place, but it was a nice trip as well. Today, journey was supposed to start at 8.30, but i was in bed at that time. well, but we reached at destination on time, no problem. it was a very close counter with lion, hippo, rhino and Cheetah. i like cheeta. he was cooool, actually they were 2, so i refused to go nearer to them. but it was awesome experience. coooool. then, on return, we decided to visit rialto observation dock. it was the view of melbourne city, from 60th floor, almost 350 mtr. fucking awesome view. i will hardly forget that in this life. this was once in a life time opportunity. now i dont regreat to go back to india. i had enough of this. now i want to settle down, settle down in india, with family and friends. life is going smoothly, and with some twists, as usual, no need to worry abt it, just enjoy.....