The day and the time.

1st april, 8 pm.

Boiled vegetables

Ouch. It hurts.

Indian beans.

At Gopi's wedding

A moment to remember at wedding day of one of the dearest friends.

Archana's wedding

Garba party of archana

Mom n dad at garba party.

Garba party of archana

Mom n dad at garba party.

Vodafone

Vodafone store at satellite.

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happy moments

DSC00160, originally uploaded by ravirpatel_india.

this is one of those happy and beautiful moments in australia, Dec 2007. man, i was pretty busy that i cudnt write much for a month. well, its 1st jan of 2008 and wanna wish all a happy new year. it was great party last night, speciallly becaz it was new year eve!! well, the main reason of celebration was tulsi's birthday. we had good dinner at Fusion, and i cant wait to see those videos and pics we had last night. i was not drunk than, but i realised that wine taste good and it also gives u wings otherthan redbull. but damn, i was really drunk after few drinks that i had after finishin the party.

on vacation

Melbourne City Views From Albert Park Lake, originally uploaded by Dean-Melbourne.

its been a week landing on the land of aussies. the day at singapore was the most silent day of life. but not a single moment after that day was came with silent n peace in melbourne, unless i had bedrest caz of cold and fever. coming back to this place helps me to re-evaluate the 2 different scenarios of 2 different beautidul places, melbourne and ahmedabad. on my way back to india, in feb 2007, in flight, i was thinking abt that melbourne is the best place to live. But spending 10 months in india, i realise that melbourne is the best place to spend vacation time and to get relaxed. but ahmedabad is the best place on earth, except those heavy traffic and pollution. the food, ice creams, cloths, shopping, friends, relatives, movies, time pass...where else u can get all this things. India is really a FREE COUNTRY indeed. people can park their vehicle where they want, they can blow horn, ride between lanes, go trough red lights, padastrians can walk on red signals, through theie rubbish anywhere they want, break the laws and do whatever they want. melboune is kinda sophisticated and very organised place. everything is looks so scheduled and planned that life seem pretty boring and routine.


well, but my intention to visit..................revisit melbourne was totally different that i m going to tell u. i came to celebrate the christmas, and i really dont know how to do that. i just came to see old friends and re-live those moments of last year. but as i m feelin little sick, i think i will enjoy melbourne after few days.

waiting...waiting........and waiting

singapore airport, originally uploaded by sashax.

last night i started my journey to melbourne. i was really excited to visit my second home. but the most annoying thing is the journey itself, specially bcaz i m flying alone this time. and i dont have ipod as well. flght to singapore at midnight was really hactic and boring, so i had little drink and good sleep of 4 hours. right now i m at changi aiport, the best airport of the year, 2007. really a nice place to be at, but i m really getting bored here as i have wait for 12 hours before i get on board for melbourne. so lets see, waiting for someone or anyone to pop up online.

wait for me

first impressions, originally uploaded by mugley.

yaa, its almost end of waiting now. will be on my way to melbourne, again, in few hours. i m so excited that i cant describe that in words. and marriage sesson is on at home as well, so i m little rush of shopping as i wont be available here anymore, for next whole month.

unfaithful

unfaithful, originally uploaded by shmooo5i....ғάηтαşţίc④.

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

Hes more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
But clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be..."A murderer"


I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
As if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well


Our Love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore..anymore

someday

someday, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

Inner_Demons

Inner_Demons, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

I am Fine!

I am Fine!, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

she says i m fine !!

entertaining

Choki Dhani, originally uploaded by whitney lauren.

last night we went to Rajavaadu and Vishala, restaurants with traditional touch. it was great feeling to be there, gives peace to mind. and today we went to Mehsana, to survey water world other things around the new site we just bought. lets see what we can make out something new there. i booked my ticket to australia and very very excited to be there to celebrate the longest holiday.

Happy Diwali and Happy New Year

Fire Cracker, originally uploaded by Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaapple.

it was time to celebrate the festival of joy and lights. and we celebrated diwali at its best. it took 6-7 adults, 10-12 childen and 3-4 hours to finished all crackers, full of Innova. at a point of time, we decided to put up a huge fire and trough all crackers in it, as we cudnt finishe them. but it was great time there. we were 20-30 people to celebrate all togather. venu was also there, shes a good friend of mine. this diwali was really different. last diwali i celebrated in Melbourne, and i still remember i was on job and cudnt attend that function at Fed Sqr. what shit was that !! but this diwali was extra ordinary. so wishing all people Happy Diwali And a very very very happy new year.

shopping time

jeans shop, originally uploaded by shito.

well, one of my best timepass is shopping. and today i had lots of time to pass. so went for some shopping. but for last 2-3 days, i donno why i was so furious with whom i was so angry? i really donno what happnd to me. but this morning was quiet cool, and i was feeling suddendly very good. i had little fight with mansi, and didnt talk to her for a while, though she was pretty busy with ..i donno with what. so i called her this afternoon as i was in really good mood. and we had little chat as well. but she was really angry with something that she didnt wanted to tell me. anyways, never mind. i got visa to australia and if i get ticket, i will be there in early december.

shopping time

jeans shop, originally uploaded by shito.

good day

good day, originally uploaded by saffron..

last mornig was really freash as i had good mornig walk, but this morning, i choose to wake up little late as winter is spreading its cold colours in the air. and it was pretty good normal day. all people came back from Jaipur, and they all were very excited about ChokiDaani resort. they really loved it. so lets cross my fingers for our next project. this will be a stunnig one i guess. Shweta from SNGV school came to see me at wideangle last night. it was really time with her. it was getogather after a long long time. almost 3 yrs. we all friends are plannig to meet in jan. lets see what god has decided. an usual call from Gopi surprised me. well, she was plannig to see me at wideangle this evening, but she hasnt came up yet, so i m going out with other friends.

Old Friends

"Old" Friends: Sami & Spanky, originally uploaded by Shoshin Seishu.

today, was a great day in many different manners. had good chat with mansi in afternoon and got a call from shweta in the evening. it was a gr8 surprise to listen to her voice on phone. she sounded very happy. i have invited her to see me at wideangle this evening. so hoping to see her soon.

breaking the silence

In epic and tragic seas the lost have found light in numinous pleasure., originally uploaded by _m8 temporal logistician of the heart.

a silence was broken for a reason. silence of 4 days. no msg, no calls, no chat, no nothing. just silence. but i had great talk with mansi and mad family at creswick street. she was stressed up at she had so many problem on her small, little, out of ordered, hard........hardly working so called brain, hah !! and i had good news that i got visa to fly australia. so i m plannign to book tickets as soon as ........................


i have been waking up early at 3 or 4 in morning, somehow, and cudnt sleep properly. insomaniac i have became these days. but i have been using this illness, as i started go for walking in early mornig, its good, its great. it gives a fresh kick start. well, i have to look slim, i was given target of 75 kgs, and i m somewhere 80 to 81 kgs.

tell u what....?? my sir, in 12 std, used to tell me that for every increasing 1% above 80% marks, u will need to work as hard as 80% marks all togather. and i m facing this equation again. to lose every 1 kg belove 80kgs, its like i have to work as hard as losing first 10 kgs.

guess........??

P1010012, originally uploaded by panks_cbz2004.

what she wants to explain?

why she is so angry?

is she amazed?

kiska galaa dabaane jaa rahi hai??

what makes her so surprised?

is she showing me her fingernails?

why people beind her so depressed?

whos daring to take this pic?

whos that handsome behind her?

she wants to scream or what??

aaj kiski baari hai??

aaj kaun maregaa?

a night to remember

KK, originally uploaded by gaurang.

last night was one of those wonderful nights to remember. it was like dream came true. KK is my favorite singer, and i had apportunity to sing along with him, as he was in ahmedabad last night. it was a celebration night by Kotak Wealth Management, at Taj. the night was stunning, simply superb. I loved all his songs, and he was in his best mood last night. though there were only 110-120 people to listen to him as it was a special occasion for Kotak WM. but it was a chance to meet the best some of the businessmen in Ahmedabad. KK really made us dance and sing along with him, a superb experience to remember. and today was the shopping day. spend some 3-4 hours to buy some jeans and Ts. well, lets cross my finger for good from Share Market, otherwise it will be difficult for me to pay those bills. hah !!

well, i just said, its difficult to talk to u while u call from yr shop, so pls dont call from IGA. but damn, she didnt listen and just hang up the phone. ok than....

i m still waiting for my iPhone. may be..........hope that may be i will get it in 2 days.

shit

My Little Kitten. 2, originally uploaded by Q8LT.net.

life is ful of shit things, isnt it?? it is yaar, accept it. and its fun when u accept it. sometimes i just laugh at all these shit things in life. when i waked into business of share market, market crashed down to 16000 points in 3 days. market crashe down by 1500 points in just 3 minutes. bolo ? jordaar che ne?
well. but these days, i m dreaming abt iPhone, as someone is comng from US ad may be this time i will have my own iPhone. its damn sexy.

last day of celebration

Copy of nav 018, originally uploaded by ktpatel_1981.

it may seems like people having fun at garba in ahmedabad, but its not like that. people are playing garba at one of the most famous vallyball stadium in Melbourne, Australia. and yaa, those are my friends, having good time in their busy and sick life. i still remember the last navaratri in the same place. it was great. once u enter into it, u never realise whethere u r in india or somewhere else. the only difference is that u see more white people TRYING to learn garbaa. but the same thing i came to see last night at CEPT Garbaa celebration. and i must say..........it was the most JAKAAS place to on garbaa night. other than Friends Group, i never came to see any place like this in ahmedabad. so manu rapchick girls in backless cholies. no party, no stage, only 2-3 dholies were there to make all of us dance on the rythm of traditional garba. it was really good time i had. and as usual, i was missing some company, though i had really gr8 time with all friends there.

Sensex playing GARBAS

Sensex ( then-around from Dec-Mid apr), originally uploaded by sid_iift_2005.

i thought a woman's mind and melbourne's weather is the most unpredictable things. but.........but recently i m wondering, and worrying abt as well, on BSE.

17000 to 18000 in 5 days
18000 to 19000 in 3 days
19000 to 17300 in 3 mins

and man, i invested some 2 lcs. so let me pray to god that everything will be allright soon.

navaratris going pretty good, though last 2 days were not that good, but FRIENDS garba at AANGAN was one of the best garba. i was unable to enter into the garba, but croud was creammy.

its usual

WI vs Ind 5th ODI A Disappointed Indian Team, originally uploaded by Cricket West Indies.

i was just loggin in to write abt the day, but than i thought, whats so imp and special abt today. it was just another sunday. and it was time for Indian cricket team to do or die. and as i expected....they died. its notthing unusual. I wonder how india won the T20 world cup?? well, not steaching much this subject, todays day was just usual, with defeat of indian cricket team..........just over expectations.

yaa, late evening, we had Birthday Celebration of Bhavin. many many happy returns of the day dude, wishin u many many happy returns of the day. BUT I LOVE THAT CHOCOLATE BROWNIE, AND IT WAS SIZZLING THIS TIME !!!

given up

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up...
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the f**k is wrong with me!
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy


GOD!
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my...
Put me out of my f**king misery!


I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all awayI'm suffocating!
Tell me what the f**k isWrong with me!


Given Up
by Linkin Park

stay here tonight

Navaratri....nights of celebration

Navaratri Festival @ Raipur (5), originally uploaded by I. L. Patel.

the festival of nights of celebration has just started and its in the air. its saturday night and people are dressed up and running on roads of ahmedabad. for more few days, ahmedabd will extend its sleeping schedule and will be busy playing garbas. Especially couples...its totally a different and very special festival for those love birds, who flyies high in nights of navaratri. but i m alone here, waiting for someone to accompny me. but i dont think its possible this year. but i m very happy for khushbu as she 'finally' found alok, and khushu sounds very happy for this occasion. so she got a company this navaratri. wishing best luck to her.

life is .........bhool bhulaiyaaa

Mobile phone close-up, originally uploaded by donknuth.

i donno whats wrong with my destiny. may be it doesnt want me to go to australia. ystrday my visa edvisor told me that its difficult to get a visa for me, just bcaz i m young and had already visited australia before. the visa officer might think that i wanna stay down there. so i must make a strong statement of purpose to visit australia. Its all massed up. after a meeting of half an hour, we decided that i will ring up mansi and ask her to send me some documents that will help me to proove that i have some friends over there and i will stay with them for a while. but when i reached home, i lost my passport. after half an hour of hard work, i found it under the seat of my car. than mansi called me and i asked her to call me back this mornig. she called me twice this morning but i was havign bath, so cudnt pick up her call. the next time she called me, i was in meeting to discuss some serious problems. and damn, some how i convinced her to call me again in afternoon, but prashantbhai took away my mobile, bcaz by mistake i told him that mansi will call me soon so i cant go out with now. so he literally took away mobile with him. and than mansi called on my mobile, but on the other end, prashantbhai was there. so i cudnt talk to mansi, even though she called me 3 times today. and when prashantbhai gave me mobile back, i sent her sms, but she was too angry to call me again.



bhool bhulaiyaaa

i wanna be sedated

Sleepless night of transition, originally uploaded by Fabio Sabatini.

do u know how does it feel when u cant sleep whole night? thinking abt something or someone? trying to find out impossible solutions !! well, last night was something like that for me. i cud hardly sleep for 2 hrs in last 48 hrs. life at this stage, is totally blank. the whole thing is stopped somewhere, in a black hole, and i can feel the gravity of that black hole. its too hard to escape. donno what the fuck is wrong with me.

donno

Upset, originally uploaded by nevermorepro.

i m confused and lost. its something private that cant describe in this diary of a davil. but not feeling good at all. the very good part of the day was the morning. bcaz last night i had good talk with mansi. it was just 6-7 minute talk on mobile, but as she sounded good and laughinh, it made me feel a much better. the day better than an average day. We bros had some Chamosas this evening. and had chat with mansi as well. and she was talking to me nicely, which is really unusual. hah !! just kidding. but i donno what happened aftr that. i feel little down and thinking too much. anyways, i will never find it out.

waiting for Diwali ?? not me !!

Diwali lamp, originally uploaded by McGun.

i know most of u must be waiting for Diwali next month. but i hope it come little late this year. i really cross my fingers on that. we have so much of work to be done before diwali, and we really cant afford any delay. so this time, diwali will be great if it come little late or we finish work before deadline. i know diwali wont change its time, so we gotta run to finish work as soon as possible. but these days, Navaratri Season is in the air. and today, i heard the Garbas on Loud speakers in year 2007. i know how was my navaratri last year. so i want to celebrate it with at its best. but i hope mansi was here. lets cross my fingers once again.

The_Sad_Clown

The_Sad_Clown, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

at this stage of life, as i said before, i m totally screwed !! and i can blame only myself for that. how difficult it is to see those people in pain whom u love the most. and how difficult it becomes when u r the reason of their pain.

I Give U my heart

I Give U my heart, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

seeing is believing

pooja, originally uploaded by The Intimate Stranger.

i was a commerce student, but i dont believe anything that cant be proven by science. like ghost and astology kinda things that comes from no where. which has no head and tail at all. just gifted in tradition or told as story, which has no science proof. but today we had some kinda "naranyanbali vidhi", which is basically a puja for "poorvaj", means dead grandfathers, grandmothers and other relatives. The reason behind this hindi ritual is to get find out any unfinished wishes of those dead people, and fullfill those wishes, which might gets you in trouble if you, as their sons and daughter, can not fulfill. Generally for me, it was just like other ritual, but this expreince will totally different from other expreiences in life. one which cant be explained easily and u have to see it to believe it. The ritual beings with the intention to invite the unresting souls of those dead relatives. I thought it was just waste of time, untill one of my auntie started behaving abnormally and start crying unsually, and unhumanly. we all were scared. but the Pujarees kept asking her Qs like who was she, her name, whats the problem, whats the wish and other things. man, for a moment i was thinking "what is this". aftrer 10-15 minutes of crying scene, the auntie said that she was my Grandmother. I was dead shocked. and she was saying such things that can make u believe that , yaa, she is my grandmother. it was quite unexplained by science. unbeliveable story, and u have to be there, see it to believe it.

sometimes these things leaves you with nothing but lots of question, that answers of which can not be found.

squeezed

home cooking :: fresh squeezed orange juice, originally uploaded by minteeblue.

life is really SQUEEZED these days. i never had such situation, so i donno how to face it. i donno whos responsible or to whom i shud blame?? Diwali is coming soon and we have lots of works to be done before that. and i wanna fly back to australia for some time. oh god, help me out. there are so many other troubles i gotta face alone. i just cant be myself.

the only possitive thought comes to my mind is that i will have some fresh juice after this squeezed life!!

Chak De India

World 20-20 champions India, originally uploaded by geeksrik.

after beating S. Korea in Hockey World cup, it was time for the unofficial national game of India. India beat Pakistan in 20-20 world cup final by 5 runs. As far as i think, the celebration was not abt being world champion, but of beating Pakistan !! hah !! every indian was so excited. match was out standing. but i think this all celebration is fake. and may be, i think may be its only bcaz of Reliance, Gobal Partner of the world cup, is somehow responsible for this winnig. Otherwise it was pretty next to impossible to win against South Africa and Australia. anyways, at the end of the day, INDIA IS WORLD CHAMPION and its something to celebrate!!


on the other hand, life still sucks, but i prefer to enjoy and savour it !! plannig to go australia for Diwali.

Hail America, Hail Americans

i had it all

Beer Wagon - Fosters, originally uploaded by squickdrill.

u can see a foster tank, and i think i had it all. i had 8 btls of it and than i stopped counting. caz when u r drunk, u can count, ha ha ha !! but it was real fun after a long time. i was fucking drunk. but the real bad thing comes after that funny and happy scene. this morning, i was fucked up, kept vomiting and got dieria. not feeling good at all. damn, it was the second time in life i felt like "i m drunk" !!


and the real fun was on the lable.........." for sale in Gujarat only !!"