donno

Upset, originally uploaded by nevermorepro.

i m confused and lost. its something private that cant describe in this diary of a davil. but not feeling good at all. the very good part of the day was the morning. bcaz last night i had good talk with mansi. it was just 6-7 minute talk on mobile, but as she sounded good and laughinh, it made me feel a much better. the day better than an average day. We bros had some Chamosas this evening. and had chat with mansi as well. and she was talking to me nicely, which is really unusual. hah !! just kidding. but i donno what happened aftr that. i feel little down and thinking too much. anyways, i will never find it out.

waiting for Diwali ?? not me !!

Diwali lamp, originally uploaded by McGun.

i know most of u must be waiting for Diwali next month. but i hope it come little late this year. i really cross my fingers on that. we have so much of work to be done before diwali, and we really cant afford any delay. so this time, diwali will be great if it come little late or we finish work before deadline. i know diwali wont change its time, so we gotta run to finish work as soon as possible. but these days, Navaratri Season is in the air. and today, i heard the Garbas on Loud speakers in year 2007. i know how was my navaratri last year. so i want to celebrate it with at its best. but i hope mansi was here. lets cross my fingers once again.

The_Sad_Clown

The_Sad_Clown, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

at this stage of life, as i said before, i m totally screwed !! and i can blame only myself for that. how difficult it is to see those people in pain whom u love the most. and how difficult it becomes when u r the reason of their pain.

I Give U my heart

I Give U my heart, originally uploaded by gothic.angel.

seeing is believing

pooja, originally uploaded by The Intimate Stranger.

i was a commerce student, but i dont believe anything that cant be proven by science. like ghost and astology kinda things that comes from no where. which has no head and tail at all. just gifted in tradition or told as story, which has no science proof. but today we had some kinda "naranyanbali vidhi", which is basically a puja for "poorvaj", means dead grandfathers, grandmothers and other relatives. The reason behind this hindi ritual is to get find out any unfinished wishes of those dead people, and fullfill those wishes, which might gets you in trouble if you, as their sons and daughter, can not fulfill. Generally for me, it was just like other ritual, but this expreince will totally different from other expreiences in life. one which cant be explained easily and u have to see it to believe it. The ritual beings with the intention to invite the unresting souls of those dead relatives. I thought it was just waste of time, untill one of my auntie started behaving abnormally and start crying unsually, and unhumanly. we all were scared. but the Pujarees kept asking her Qs like who was she, her name, whats the problem, whats the wish and other things. man, for a moment i was thinking "what is this". aftrer 10-15 minutes of crying scene, the auntie said that she was my Grandmother. I was dead shocked. and she was saying such things that can make u believe that , yaa, she is my grandmother. it was quite unexplained by science. unbeliveable story, and u have to be there, see it to believe it.

sometimes these things leaves you with nothing but lots of question, that answers of which can not be found.

squeezed

home cooking :: fresh squeezed orange juice, originally uploaded by minteeblue.

life is really SQUEEZED these days. i never had such situation, so i donno how to face it. i donno whos responsible or to whom i shud blame?? Diwali is coming soon and we have lots of works to be done before that. and i wanna fly back to australia for some time. oh god, help me out. there are so many other troubles i gotta face alone. i just cant be myself.

the only possitive thought comes to my mind is that i will have some fresh juice after this squeezed life!!

Chak De India

World 20-20 champions India, originally uploaded by geeksrik.

after beating S. Korea in Hockey World cup, it was time for the unofficial national game of India. India beat Pakistan in 20-20 world cup final by 5 runs. As far as i think, the celebration was not abt being world champion, but of beating Pakistan !! hah !! every indian was so excited. match was out standing. but i think this all celebration is fake. and may be, i think may be its only bcaz of Reliance, Gobal Partner of the world cup, is somehow responsible for this winnig. Otherwise it was pretty next to impossible to win against South Africa and Australia. anyways, at the end of the day, INDIA IS WORLD CHAMPION and its something to celebrate!!


on the other hand, life still sucks, but i prefer to enjoy and savour it !! plannig to go australia for Diwali.

Hail America, Hail Americans

i had it all

Beer Wagon - Fosters, originally uploaded by squickdrill.

u can see a foster tank, and i think i had it all. i had 8 btls of it and than i stopped counting. caz when u r drunk, u can count, ha ha ha !! but it was real fun after a long time. i was fucking drunk. but the real bad thing comes after that funny and happy scene. this morning, i was fucked up, kept vomiting and got dieria. not feeling good at all. damn, it was the second time in life i felt like "i m drunk" !!


and the real fun was on the lable.........." for sale in Gujarat only !!"

YouTube - Drunk Animals

YouTube - Drunk Squirrel

drifting into the sky

satellite_dish_sky, originally uploaded by rrazor.

Can’t find the answers
I’ve been crawling on my knees
Looking for anything
To keep me from drowning
Promises have been turned to lies
Can’t even be honest inside
I'm running backwards
Watching my life wave me goodbye

Running blind
I’m running blind
Somebody help me see I’m running blind

Searching for nothing
Wondering if I’ll change
I’m trying everything
But everything still stays the same
I thought if I showed you I could fly
Wouldn’t need anyone by my side
I'm running backwards
With broken wings I know I’ll die


Running Blind
by Godsmack

Smiley

Smiley, originally uploaded by cakeobsessed.

i thought mansi was very angry this mornig, but somehow, a good news made her so happy!! well, the good is news is that She Got Her PR !! its like achieving what she wanted for last 2 yrs, or something like that !! well, congratulations mansi...so wheres the party???????????? I WANNA GET DRUNK TONIGHT !! hah...its shravan maas, i think may be next thurseday will be a great day to have some drink. even its PM's Birthday as per IST , so we can enjoy it here!! anyways, Wishing a very happy birthday again to PM and CONGRATES to MANSI for her PR. i hope the time come soon to get back home !

Happy Birthday PM !!

how Selfish I m!!

Its all in the eyes3, originally uploaded by Kaotik Visions.

one thing i m afraid about myself is that "I dont care!!". i m really afraid of this thing. some of my close friends believe that i m Selfish and just think of myself. they strongly believe that i will never do good for others,and will never change myself for others. one of my best friend believe that i cant even let go one laptop for her. they dont trust me !!

Am i so bad?? i start questioning myself.

may be overexpectations

Urmila in AAG, originally uploaded by Indango.

RGV ki AAG, the remake of classic movie SHOLAY. but it wasnt like that. RGV was not even closed to the The Great Original. this one was like a "naatak mandali" show. Music was like "baarat music" and acting was like.............aah, fuck all those superstars, they ar not actors at all. Cant believe such a crape from RGV who created Bhoot, Satya, Sarkaar and Kaun !! the only good thing abt this was the song Mehbooba. fuck, even i cud make a better home video than this RGV ki AAG !!

Happy Rakhi

Rakhi (राखी in Devanāgarī), originally uploaded by * Cishore ♥.

I m kinda "godsmack" and "linkin park" kinda person, who loves Gothik and hard rock and dont a person who easily gets fit into indian tradition of rituals and socilal functions. but today it was a time to celebrate one of the indian festival called Rakhsabandhan. I usually hate most of those rituals and social functions, but today i cud see the reason why all these fastivals were created for. its a social gathering of family, relatives and friends, to get reunited again and share happy moments and forget all stupid mistakes of past. Its a celebration of life. May be i cant describe all this things in a better way and better words, but all i can say is that , "I feel good today."

Bad Tree Video

Bad Tree - Funny bloopers are a click away

dhuaan !!

Hukka, originally uploaded by Premshree Pillai.

last night was one of those memorable nights of this life. Venu came to see me wideangle. and i was in mood to have some fun as it was friday night. it was along long time i had done crazy experiments, may be not since i came back from melbourne. but last night i decided to do something. so i asked ronak to join me at Arebian Nights. and it was something different. i tested almost all kinda liquore, but this it was Hukka. and my exprience of last night says that it was not that bad. ofcourse, nothing can beat Corona and Glenffidich, but Hukka has its different teste and different mazaa. it gives little kick, but it can make u fly if u go for a long drive with some strong flavours of hukka. Though i had some more with Hukka, like smirnoff and other local things, it was surely not like Corona Cick. I could smell that Hukka in my mouth even after brushing my teeth this morning. and it sucks !!

waiting for change !!

so tired of waiting on the world to change, originally uploaded by pangalactic gargleblaster.

its been 23 days .....

life need some changes at this stage. planning to get out of this routine schedule. yesterday, i was trying to have sme fun with mansi, but she got so angry with me. shes not replying since than. i donno what to do with this girl, cant even bare a little joke !! and i m the encyclopedia of pjs. oh man !! god knows whats gonna happen. i donno why she get so serious on small jokes !! may be bcaz, as i said before, she got a small child'd brain.

i tried to search that God of small things, but cudnt find it on crossword. so sometimes, i just go there to pass time and look at some interior books. as other friends are busy with theire new life, i m workitng to built up my new life and new life style.

The One I Love

Haven't slept in a week
My bed has become my coffin
Cannot breath, cannot speak
My head's like a bomb, still waiting
Take my heart and take my soul
I don't need them anymore

The one I love
Is striking me down on my knees
The one I love
Drowning me in my dreams
The one I love
Over and over again
Dragging me under

Hypnotized by the night
Silently rising beside me
Emptiness, Nothingness
Is burning a hole inside me
Take my faith and take my pride
I don't need them anymore

This bed has become my chapel of stone
A garden of darkness to where I'm thrown
So take my life, I don't need it anymore

planning for dream house

Dream house 2, originally uploaded by lucky olive.

these days, we are very busy with plannnig of our new dream home. its gonna be a great project for all of us. after a long long time, mansi bought a webcam. we had long chat this afternoon. but some how she ended with fighting with someone at home. may be with saurin. i donno. it always happens when u share computer in one house. those are really sweet moments when we used live all togather. those small and sweet fights on expenses and washing dishes and coocking schedules and garbeg bags and all other small small things. afterall, its little understanding that can bring peace to life. i wish america can understand this thing and stop using its power against small and weak people.

..... sOuL gLancE ......

..... sOuL gLancE ......, originally uploaded by €eErRbBbiiIEe€.

i m really very upset today. i cant blame khushbu as she was the first person i talked to this mornig. just kidding khushi !! but its like....i dont know how it feels like...i talked to mansi this afternoonn. and sometimes she just dont want to talk to me and i make her keep talking !! sometimes i just cant keep on going like that ! and than she started talking abt her new bf. that was more than i cud bare. but she kept talking abt her bf so i just hang up the phone !!

(T)ucking (F)raffic !!

chaos, originally uploaded by Meghna Sejpal.

u got the point of my heading???


but dude, i really got stucked in traffic today. it was like..........it was raining, cudnt see clearly, no traffic sense, no common sense, no manners, no parking space, no management and just lots of CARS AND PEOPLE !! Its was like last sunday of people of ahmedabad, like they gonna die 2moro !! Wideangle, fr, iscon temple, devarc mall, all food stores, big bazaar, gallops and now iscon mega mall. its all messed up. and its gonna get worst when Reliance Mart will be open for Public on 15th August. Man, just pray !! never ever get out with yr car on weekends.

but before that, this morning, wake up at 11.30 and called parin to join me for shopping. we checked out all shops at CG road, but cudnt find much. but at Mega mall i found some cool deal !! but after that what happend, its all i have allready written above.


and i completly gone banana. i m crazy !!!! I m gonna build the tallest building in A'bad and gonna jump off from the same.

Chak De India

Shah Rukh Khan Chak De India, originally uploaded by pyaaare.

it was such a coool and fantastic movie, makes u jump out of your seat and scream 'chakde india'. but before watching this movie, i had some VIDHI(some kinda rituals) to attend this morning, and u all people know how i hate to wake up early morning.

for PM who love this girl

missing

Alone in the Park, originally uploaded by Alliat.

dont know why, but feel so alone these days. so many friends and relatives around, but still something is missing. i keep myself busy these days. Spending extra hours at wide angle. somehow, this afternoon, i managed to vist US pizza with kaushikbhai and mitulbhai. and we are plannig to open up an restaura in ahmedabad. lets see what destiny wants to decide. mansi is in australia, melbourne, the place where i want to be, with lots or Corona and Jack Denial. wanna get drunk, once again. it makes me feel so good. I still remember the 'taste of feeling' of being drunk. its like losing control from myself, the best feeling in world. sometimes we just keep pushing our sentiments and emotions to ourselves, may be bcaz we dont want to be hurt or may be we are too shy to open it to our near and dear ones. but beer makes it easy to be what u want and u can get rid of what u are 'pretanding to be'. it brings the purest part of u.

chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega

Sunset, originally uploaded by Istenoren.

hue naam oye benishan kaise kaise
zameen kha gayi naujawan kaise kaise

aaj jawani par itaranae wale kal pacthtayega
chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega
dhal jayega dhal jayega

tu yahan musafir hain,yeh sarah fani hain
chaar roz ki mehmaan teri jindagani hain
teri jindagani hain teri jindagani hain
jan zameen jar zevar kutch na saath jayega
khali haath aaya hain khali haath jayega
khali haath jayega khali haath jayega
jaan kar bhi anjana ban raha hain deewane
apni umrefani par tan raha hain deewane
tan raha hain deewane tan raha hain deewane
is kadar tu khoya hain is jahan ke mele
tu khuda ko bhula hain phas ke is jhamaele main
aaj tak yeh dekha hain paanewala khota hain
jindagi ko jo samjha jindagi pe rota hain
jindagi pe rota hain jindagi pe rota hain
mitne wali duniya ka aaitbaar karta hain
kya samajh ke tu aakhir isse pyar karta hain
isse pyar karta hain isse pyar karta hain
apne apne fikro main jo bhi hain woh uljha hain
jo bhi hain woh uljha hain
jindagi haqeeqat main kya hain kaun samjha hain
kya hain kaun samjha hain
aaj samajhle aaj samajhle kal yeh mauka haath na tere aayega
o gaflat ki neend main sone wale dhoka khayega
chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega
dhal jayega dhal jayega

maut ne zamane ko yeh sama dikh dala
kaise kaise us gum ko khak main mila dala
khak main mila dala khak main mila dala
yaad rakh sikander ke hausle to aali they
jab gaya tha duniya se dono haath khali they
dono haath khali they dono haath khali they
apna woh halaku hain aur na uske saathi hain
jung ko chu woh porus hain aur na uske haathi hain
aur na uske haathi hain aur na uske haathi hain
kal jo tanke chalte they apni shano shaukat par
shamma tak nahi jalti aaj unki purbat par
aaj unki purbat par aaj unki purbat par
apna ho ya ala ho sabko laut jaana hain
sabko laut jaana hain sabko laut jaana hain
muflifoh tavundar ka kabra hi thikana hain
kabra hi thikana hain kabra hi thikana hain
jaisi karni jaisi karni waisi bharni aaj kiya kal payega
sir ko uthakar chalne wale ek din thokar payega
chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega
dhal jayega dhal jayega

maut sabko aani hain kaun isse chuta hain
tu fana nahi hoga yeh khayal jhutha hain
yeh khayal jhutha hain yeh khayal jhutha hain
saans tutate hi sab rishtey tut jaayenge
baap, maa, behan, biwi, Bachhe choot jayenge
bachhe choot jayenge Bachhe choot jayenge
tere jitne hain bhai waqt ka chalan denge
chin kar teri daulat do hi gaj kafan denge
do hi gaj kafan denge do hi gaj kafan denge
jinko apna kehta hain kab yeh tere saathi hain
kabra hain teri mazil aur yeh baraati hain
laake kabra main tujhko urda pak dalenge
apne haathon se tere muh pe khak dalenge
muh pe khak dalenge muh pe khak dalenge
teri saari ulfat ko khak main mila denge
tere chahne wale kal tujhe mila denge
kal tujhe mila denge kal tujhe mila denge
isliye yeh kehta hu khub soch le dil main
kyon phasaye baitha hain jaan apni mushkil main
jaan apni mushkil main jaan apni mushkil main
kar gunaho se tauba aake baat sambhal jaaye
aake baat sambhal jaaye
dum ka kya bharosa hain jaane kab nikal jaaye
jaane kab nikal jaaye
muthhi bandh ke aanewale,muthhi bandh ke aanewale haath pasare

jayega
dhan daulat jaagir se tune kya paya kya payega
chadhta suraj dheere dheere dhalta hain dhal jayega

dil ki tanhai ko aawaz bana lete hain.........

good bye

DSC_0018, originally uploaded by Charlie_tj.

It was 31st July and Mansi fly back to australia, and i donno when she will be back. but i wish she come back soon, as soon as possible. its like, from the first day i have been missing her company. anyways, the other side of life is getting really busy. 5th screen is taking shape, so we have to allot most of our time to it. hope to complete it b4 diwali.

Shakira Sings Gujarati

love, originally uploaded by Rockstar Baby.

Dhaage hi tod laao chaanadani se noor ke
ghoonghat hi bana lo roshani se noor ke
sharm aa gayi toh aaghosh mein lo
ho saanson se ulajhi rahein meri saansein
bol na halke halke, bol na halke halke
honth se halke halke, bol na halke

aa nind ka sauda karein, ik khwaab de, ik khwaab le
ik khwaab toh aankhon mein hai, ik chaand ke takiye talein
kitane dino se yeh aasamaan bhi soya nahi hai, isako sula de
bol na halke halke, bol na halke halke
honth se halke halke, bol na halke
umarein lagi kehate huve, do labj the ik baat thi
woh ik din sau saal ka, sau saal ki woh raat thi
kaisa lage jo chup chaap dono,
ho pal pal mein puri sadiyaan bitaayein

bol na halke halke, bol na halke halke
honth se halke halke
o dhaage tod laao chaanadani se noor ke
o ghoonghat hi bana lo roshani se noor ke
sharm aa gayi toh aaghosh mein lo
ho saanson se ulajhi rahein meri saansein
bol na halke halke, bol na halke halke
honth se halke halke, bol na halke

the shadow of the day

193, originally uploaded by simtech74.

I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.

In cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.

And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you..

shopping times

Shop-windows, originally uploaded by BlueSunFlower.

last sunday was the time to take advantage of Sale season in Ahmedabad. started with Levis, i found my dream jeans at very first shop. still me and mansi had whole day to spend for shopping. but it was too crowded at all the places at CGRoad. so we decided to stop shopping and had some food.

But now i think it will be busy as we are starting the final stage at 5th screen. it iwll be a tutorial for me as i m gonna learn a lot. on the other end, Kaushikbhai's home is taking real shape. its exciting. i m waiting to see how our home gonna look like!!

iPhone___waiting

What I’ve Done

In this farewell,

There’s no blood,

There’s no alibi.

‘Cause I’ve drawn regret,

From the truth, Of a thousand lies.

So let mercy come,

And wash away…

What I’ve Done.

I’ll face myself,

To cross out what I’ve become.

Erase myself,

And let go of what I've done.

Put to rest,

What you thought of me.

While I clean this slate,

With the hands, Of uncertainty.

So let mercy come,

And wash away… What I’ve Done.

I’ll face myself,

To cross out what I’ve become.

Erase myself, And let go of what I've done.

For What I’ve Done I start again,

And whatever pain may come.

Today this ends,

I’m forgiving what I’ve done.

I’ll face myself,

To cross out what I’ve become.

Erase myself, And let go of what I’ve done.

What I’ve done.

Forgiving What I’ve Done.

long drive makes day short

5 1/2 hrs drive to Toronto, originally uploaded by Erik De Leon.

it was a wonderful day out with dignesh, bhoomi and mansi. sometimes its good not to plan your days, caz most of the times, the plan goes in vain. but this was really a surprising day out. we decided to go for a movie at City Pulse and come back. but at the end of the day, we watched 2 movies and had a long drive to Gandhinagar and Mahudi. it was great. movies were ok, but what really matters is company...

free fish

Siamese Fighter fish aka Betta fish, originally uploaded by Kailash Nadh.

do u remember this fish?? how can u forget it. i talked abt it few days back. at that time, it was in a small glass bowl at my place. but today, it got some good company at wide angle. we decided to set this fighter fish at bodakdev garden, but than this morning i decided to transfer it to a big glass fish house at wide angle, caz i was afraid if it could survive in such cold rain water without food. i didnt set it free excetly, but somehow, at wideangle, it got some big house and some good companies as well...

raining

raining on their parade, originally uploaded by sapaho.

its all raining these days. RAIN is a strange thing, or say, people are really strange. people pray for rain when its not there. and they pray to stop it as soon as it hits the town. whats wrong with them?? hah !! anyways, i think rain is one of the most beautiful thing god could create, besides girls, ha ha ha !!

It was fucking flop show on saturday night. well, i shudnt use such aggrasive language, caz its nothing new about 'flop show'. its pretty usual among us. hah !! never mind !!

Fresh Start

Aerobic Machines, originally uploaded by sirwiseowl.

it was a wonderful morning. had a wonderful start at the morning at Health club. specially bcaz of aerobics. its a great thing. Its the only workout, besides jogging, that i really love. (yaa, the worst past is Himesh reshmiyaa). It gives a fresh kicking start in the morning. THese days, i m little busy with working out some design for WideAngle website. I dont know how its gonna look like, but lets give it a try.

And last night i was about to write about my buddy, Parin, who just came back from London yesterday. He was there for almost 2 yrs. and now he is here with one way ticket, and want to settle down here. and i think he has great opportunitites here, as Ahmedabad is one the fastest developing city in Booming India. The economy growth is fantastic. and i think it will not take much time to compare India with outside world. Atleast India will not belong to THIRD WORLD in near future. But i m happy as Parin is back. and it was a freat surprise for his parents and other relatives that he arrived a day before he announced. It was a happy and shkcing moment for auntie. great.....Lets see, what happens now !! He told me that he got some business ideas.....

We ate this !!

Subway Melt, originally uploaded by Morton Fox.

WOW, this is the best thing to eat on earth. I really love this subway burgers or sandwich. but this is really fresh and refreshing. I donno why some people dont like it. for me, its difficult to resist myself from the smell comes from the store. It was really lovely day yesterday. In the morning, the temp was little humid and hot, but by the afternoon, Ahmedabad tested the real rain. It was the best rain of the season till now. and everybody was out from their home to get drenched. But we had some other plans. we all went to watch Die hard 4.0, cooool movie, specially Bruce Willis. aaah, other people didnt like it really. but i think me and megha enjoyed it. after that, it was time to have some food at Rasranjan, which was a flop show bcaz my car was stucked in parking. aah, traffic on that road was terrible. so we decided to teste Subway, the best thing to eat on earth.

and than mansi, megha, gopi went to khushi's place and i really dont know what they did there. but it was really a nice day, especially bcaz of the rain. and we all had a day out after a long time. well, lets see how their plans go for next week !!

in dilhema....again !!

Siamese Fighter fish aka Betta fish, originally uploaded by Kailash Nadh.

Its called fighter fish, and its the most beautiful gift i ever received in my life of 22 years. i was really happy to receive it. but theres a little problem with me. I can not see these animals caged. So i think i will have to do something with this. but I m in dilemha.....i must release these fishes to freedom. But it will break the hearth of someone if i do so. So what shud i do??

after thinking for a while, i decided to do a favor to these fishes. bcaz i can make her understand and make her happy the other way, and i m sure she will understand. but i can not do injustic with these animals. its against the law of nature.

finally free tonight

rock band, originally uploaded by skier_abc.

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive


All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight










Artist: Boys Like Girls
Album: Boys Like Girls
Year: 2006
Title: The Great Escape

my 1st 22nd Birthday

Birthday-cake in Hamburg, originally uploaded by robokow.

happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to dear rAVi and biREn,
happy birthday to u....
and yaa, wishing a happy birthday to Apple iPhone as well, my second love....

yaa, its my 22nd BD, this world has tolerated and bared me for 22 years. thanks a lot for that. and yaa, thanks to all my well wishers too. but the best gift to my BD could be an iPhone, which will be released today, in few hours. aaah, what a beauty !! it was good to talk with all old friends from australia. and i dont know what i have planned for tonight, but i m sure its gonna be some special one.

and i wodner today, what i have achieved in last 22 years !!?? how many of them i have wasted?? (( who wanted to save them anyway, ha ha ha)) !!

so just chiilex and stay cooooooooooooool ((guru mantra of a happy life))

Life is not like maths, its not about having right answers all the time, Life is like painting, just make it full of colours, make silly mistakes and enjoy it !!

WHOs HE??

Himesh, originally uploaded by abrarnadir.

can u identify this guy?? ('guy' doesnt mean 'indian cow', ok !!). well, this is the first picture of search result when i typed "himesh" on flickr. now u will be amzed why would be i searching HIMESH here? i m not his huge fan. infact, i hate it a lot. but life is cruel, very cruel. I have to listen to all of his tracks, early mornig, twice a week !! the speciality of himesh reshmiya's songs is that they all have same kinda music, very same kinda music, same beats and same rythm. This special characteristics of these songs makes AEROBICS very RYTHMETIC. ha ha ha !! But the bad side is that we have to suffer a lot. i mean............u can imagine how it feels to listen to himesh in early mornig at 6.30 !! ....................................SHIT !!

but the good news is that megha is in Abad !! lets make out some plans and have fun !!

Sand

Arjun with Sand, originally uploaded by shane5ab.

people say i m rackless and lack sense of respect, as most of the time i disagree with them, or fight against their believes, which are, most of the times, misbelieves for me. sometimes they want me to be like them, one of them. But how can i be what other people want me to be?? " I WOULD RATHER BE HATED FOR WHAT I AM, THAN BE LOVED FOR WHAT I M NOT". They want me to hold tightly, want me to be on their side. but they fail to realise that i m not opposing them. I Just think differently. but when they try to hold me tightly, what happens is that i just slip away from their hand, just like sand. I am always Yours, believe in me, just set me free and i will be back to you. When u start holding me tight, i will slip away from your hand.

Grilled

Grilled Veggie Panini, originally uploaded by Sashertootie.

its sunday and funday....so how can u use the day?? well, after waking up at 11 am, i came to office at 12.30. and just checked my mails and surf around. and watched "Chain kulli ki main kulli".....which express the idea of "the magic is in you". so i decided to check the magin of cheaf in me, and i decided to make some Chilli Paneer Grilled Sandwich. and it was not that bad at all. Next time i will have to add some more chilli, thats it !! Mansi, Gopi and kHushbU are planning for an evening. and its raining outside, and the atmosphere is just magical.

Car broke down... trying to fix it

Our car broke down... trying to fix it, originally uploaded by kesoboll.

damn, Santo is broke down. damn, damn, damn !! i hate it !! I hate this thing. i wasted half of this day fixing it. it was such a waste.

♥♥♥HaPpY bIrThDaY♥♥♥

♥HaPpY bIrThDaY ◦●š7я ЄĮ 3ÿőҹה●◦♥, originally uploaded by 『ä7łáңǿм-ώåт7ǎđаңǾм』♥◦°з.

wishing WIDE ANGLE a very very happy 5th birthday. it was a wonderful journey with WIDE ANGLE. and today was a very very special day for me as well, as we planned out something good and which yield some good results as well. 5Rs popcorn and cock on 5th anniversary was not that bad idea. and I add some new contacts of Radio Mirchi Rj Ankit (Dr Love) and Rj Hiren (jyanti jokham) as they were here all day to distribute all gift vouchers, worth around 1 lcks. At the end of the day, it was a wonderful, but very tiring day. so my lags are aching like nothing else, and i m going to sleep.

I want to sleep

Pooped out from a busy weekend, originally uploaded by artsycooper.

its been such a long time i wrote something on this blog. i dont know why i was so busy, and with what i was busy. but somehow i just cudnt get sometime for myself. anyways, life is going cool these days. being busy is good sometimes. and i m polishing my skills for future. WIDE ANGLE is celebrating its 5th anniversary on 21st June, so its gonna be a busy day too !!

Hungry

Two Hungry Mouths - June 9th, originally uploaded by CaptPiper.

just like these newborns, i m feeeling too hungry right now. i had nothing but one serve of Maggy, and a glass of juice. and it was not an easy day at all. i was in 42 degree temp from 3pm to 6.30 pm. shit....u can not call it a good Weekend !!

Leave out all the rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest


Don't be afraid
I've taking my beating
I've shared what I've been

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

Forgetting
All the hurt inside You've learned to hide so well

Pretending Someone else
can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

Tired and Lonely

tired, originally uploaded by miss_kcc.

aaah, too tired...and feeling so alone...

well, but the good thing about Today is that i bought a book, a coockery book, for DIps and Chips, and i m gonna make some cool dips now. everything else is normal. mansi is in kashmir, having fun !! gopi and khushi are little busy. and megha is too far. Jimesh.....aah, he came to my place 2 days back, but i had to push him out caz i wanted to talk to someone. and last night we were having party at Bandan Restaurant, S G Highway. it was a surprise birthday party for Palak.

its saturday night now, so lets see what will be the plan for tonight !!

i wish i cud have that

hot sun & cool beer, originally uploaded by japanese forms.

oh man, i wish i cud have this Luxury. it was really hot day, almost 44 c. and i was..........fucked up with some work. i still smell so bad with that sweating. but i cudnt help it. anywyas, i have been trying to lose some more weight, but for last 2 weeks, my all efforts go in vain. but still, i m losing weight.
pretty busy with finding out new ways of coocking, i m planning to do something different in food industry in ahmedabad. let me have some experience first, than it will be in my hand what i can/wanna do.

my first Crepe

Dessert Republic - Dessert, originally uploaded by VirtualErn.

today was one of the most remarkable day of life. i prepared my first crepe after a long time search of recipe. and it was awesome. and i m gonna make some more 2moro and gonna put on taste with different flavours. it will be rocking. !! now its time to find out some more things to start a good business. but b4 that, i must select some more items to accompany this crepe.

creativity

Late night ice cream seller

Late night ice cream seller, originally uploaded by hddod.

i have been looking for this pic for a long long time. i saw this kinda ice cream parlour in Melbourne.

Brownie Ice Cream

Brownie. Ice Cream. Sauce., originally uploaded by Mr November.

oh man, i m really missing this thing, though i had it last sunday with khushi and mansi. but i love it, and i want it more and more ....and more !!

getting bored

oh man, i hate this feelings. today, i had very little to do. and i m really getting bored. so what i m doing on net is lookin for some dips reciepes and grilled sandwiches. SHIT !! isnt it !!?? last evening i was trying to prepare 'waffle cone' for ichipan style ice cream. but it was real waste of that ingediants. hah !! i was trying to make it as thin as dosa, but i ened up with 'bajri no rotlo'. well, so i decided to start this excercise all over again. and i think its gonna be little (very) difficult.

Flickr

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WnR66L7o8R0

first rain

2 days back, it was a different day. somewhere where in the middle of sizzling summer, sky was pouring rain. it was like, like ahmedabad founf "marusthal" in the middle of desert. but damn, it was some how an obstacle for some work at wide angle. but we cudnt help it. anyways, i donno whats wrong with my blogpage. i can see very clear on my PC, but megha, regular visitor, commented that its messed up with ffffff (html code for colour "white") fonts and fffffff bg. but i found it pretty clear on my screen. and here is the screen shot of the same.

what you say megha, isnt it pretty cool??? i dont know whats wrong with either my or your pc?

changing colours

these days i m trying to get some time to decorate my blogpages. and i think its going good. pretty cooooool. Chini Kum was not that bad movie, still mansi found it pretty boring. i liked Big B's comedy and that Sexy's acting too. but these days i m busy with so many things around. and i dont know when its gonna end. i hope it end soon, so we can start something big, again. but till than, i will be searching some new cool blogpage designs.

its been a long time i wrote something. people say i m changed, but never ever commented wheather its positive or negative change. i donnno if i m changed. but strongly believe that change is law of nature and change is unchangable. these days life is going gr8. working all day and spending coool nights. wow, its like real life. i m just too busy with bunglow, parking plot, and other management work at wideangle. its really busy life and i love it. i was getting bored with lazy days few months back, but now life is in pace. we are planning for some new business these days. lets see where we can go ahead.

i feel little stuck today. gettin bored of nothing. good news is that i lost 4 kg in a month, and achieve my target. mansi will be here on 12th night and megha left yesterday. anyways, so many things going around. no need to mention any other.

i was little busy with dreaming all day. hah !! i love dreaming....

......and dreaming is not something you see when u go to sleep, but dream is the thing that doesnt let u sleep !! - Great Abdul Kalam

well, seems like everything is set and she will be here on this saturday night. pretty coool !! i was waiting for this for a long time, but somehow she was busy with making all bullshit excuses !! anyways, NOW is the time, and she will be with me soon. and megha's leaving 2moro evening...so sad yaar, i wish she could stay here for one more week. "i m leaving on a jet plane, and i dont know when i'll be back again, oh baby, i hate to go !!" suits on megha !! hah !! anyways, i gotta go now to attend Jimesh's sis marraige. but today was the day for Mr Bhaskar Narrula, the architech. hah !! he must be pieced off by all my brothers and uncles' wired mind and ideas abt their home plans. but i think i got the clear picture today. and will be finalised soon !!

its been a long time since i wrote my last blog. i keep my self busy with something and soemething. but sometimes i ask my friends to have a evening out, but seems like all of them are pretty busy. Jimesh came home last night, and we had some talk. Gopi and Megha left for gopi''s engagement on sunday. hah !! and theres one more surprise for next week, and i m so happy abt it. but i can not unveil it now, its gonna be a big surprise dude !!. btw, birenbhai finally chose his life partner, named "drupal". and 2moro morning, she will be at our home. now its her place too, but not for now. anyways, life is rocking these days, leaening so many things. and shit things always happen in life, so just dont worry abt it !!

i dont know from where to start......i was waiting for final day of exam of my friends. and today was that day, but it was not that exciting day at all. but it was the day when i learned how to PRETEND to be happy. hah !! i totally agree with Pink, GOD is a DJ and life is a dance floor. and he makes up dance on his own rythm.

megha's leaving for Pune next week. i think its too early, too early for me, hah !! and at this time i m listening to "leaving on a jet plane", that helps me to picturise something. but i really "hate to say good bye". even though she was a Silent Piece of Art by Mr. God, she was a gr8 friend to be with. anyways, its all her life, and she has made her decision what she wants to do.

and there are some comments i have marked in my private diary, that only one person can read.

today, i find my self little alone. i was wondering to whom i shud talk?? but i cudnt find anybody around, so i just kept myself busy with something and something. but at 9.30 pm, on saturday, again i have nothing to do and i m all alone in this office. so i just started writing down. and i really can not write what i want to write.

and it really doesnt make any difference what i think, what i like, what i love, what i hate, who makes me feel good, who makes feel high, who makes me smile, whom i m love.................because everybody got their god damn life and their fucking problems, and no one has time to read this blogs. all i m suppose to do to pretend to be happy......

i was at gandhinagar, at collector's office, and i had to wait for 2.3 hrs for nothing. i hate to visit any govt office. it gives me very bad bad feelings and i feel really fish out of water, very unsecure. but something u have to do. this was one of them. lets hope that we get for what we were waiting there. it will be dream project than.

i m losing some weight these days. it was 87.5 kg today, and it was 90.3 kg on 11th april. i guess i m going good. i dont want to do any crash course. i talked to mansi, srujal kumar and sejal dd today. she was really confused on whose behalf she has to attend marraige. its too early to worry abt all these things sejalben. anyways, mansi got her all paper ready and will submit 2moro. everything was going as usual, nothing much different. but i dont know why i m feeling little down, so i gotta go now. so catch u later. and yaa, i still didnt get whats Agyat vaas, i love to be alone, but thats enogh for maximum one day. i donno how mansi can manage it for 2-3 years. !!!

its 11.41 pm and i shud be home at this time, but somehow, today i dont wannna leave this chair and wanna keep on writing. from this morning, i had some bad bad intusions in mind. i was not feeling good. may because whats going around me. i m a very practicle person and i can face such situation easily. but somtimes, its difficult to see your dreams washed away like this. you can't see your love once fighting. its difficult. and in such matter, its difficult to judge right and wrong. its difficult to analys both sides of coin. but its all god's wish, and i can see whats on his mind. and i believe that his decision will make everybody happy, atleast those who deserves happiness and peace.

and than i gotta call up that girl. i dont know from when i started worring about her, and why. but she is the first Tansion Tablet in my life. oh god, i never ever had any tension in my life. but sometimes its good to have some tension, just a little bit. and thank god, i can talk to her in straight way, no more beating around the bush, straight to the point. i am Early waiting for her to see at ahmedbad airport on Internation arrival section, i will be there to pick her up. But today, i was feeling little down, so just wanted to had little talk with her. but we started discussion on a different topic, that might made her little angry on me. but i feel sorry for that, i didnt mean that. I just wanted to say whats on my mind, because i was worried abt her.

sometimes you just look at the reasons that god creats to change your life. i dont know why i decided to go australia instead of United Kingdom.?? I changed my mind to fly to australia only 2-3 days before i was about to apply for UK. why parin decided to go to UK insted of australia.?? and than why my mom suggested to stay with her?? why we sticked togahter even when i used to hate her?? and why she used to call me her first and no 1 bf ??? why she straighten her hair, one of the most imp characteristic of my dream girl?? why she is the only child of her parents, another characteristic from my wishlist. and there is a hugh list i can write down on this topic. but the main point is god is great. and i used to believe, and i strongly believe, and i will believe that god always makes the right decision, he is not like me or mansi or PM or srujal or khushbu, ha ha ha !!! ! just kidding. never mind.....may be all listed reasons are not enough to justify what i m saying..but who cares, I m not here to ask your justification and dont need your certificate. GOD has decided something for me, you and for everybody, and i wanna stick to his decision, his sweet decision, his harsh decisions, his bitter bitter decision, and sometimes his decision to make me wait for his decision !!!

and come on yaar, leave any comments atleast !!

life is full of shit these days, and i find myself among so many problems that i can hardly solve. but thats life. it will be insipid if u dont have to face problems. but problems like these are difficult to face. anyways, its all fate and dastiny. Everything happens for a reason, everything has a season, its all come and go.

mansi told me that whenever we face any problem, we wish we could solve it and wish everything will be fine after that. but it doesnt happen like that and another problems will be waiting for you to solve the preceding problem. so just face problems with whatever u have.

and i guess she is right. its like waves of sea, unlimited, unstopable and countless.

apart from these, everybody is damn busy with exams. I pass my day with some work and co-workers. but i get bored after 8.

gym of going excellent. it was 88.750 today, and i began with 90.3 on last wednesday. so pretty coool for me. i m targeting to lose 15 kg by 15th august, in 4 moths of period. and i m ready to do that.

90.3 !! no no no, its not Radio Mirchi, its an amount in KG. yaa, as on 11th April, 2007, i was weighted as 90.3 kg. and now i have decided to pull it down to 75 in 5 months. so 3 kg a months to lose. for that i have joined Parsana Health Club. its difficult to wake up at 6 in the morning. but i gotta do that. so this is something new in life. i had nothing to do today, so i went to Crossword just to pass time. where i came across Abdul Kalaam's autobiography, Wings Of Fire. its was simply superb. i vote him for next president of india. than i went to call up mansi. its was feeling good to talk with her. PM was not there, he was on job. god damn, i wanted to talk to him but he was not there. anyways, i will call him later. actually i went to mansi's home last night. it was a strange experience, i was fucking confused and was feeling little "fish out of water" !! but i gotta used to all these. damn, its too early for me, dont u think so??

lots of things going around these days. and the hottest thing is SUN OF SUMMER. its getting crazy now. i can not survive without ac. its fucking 40 C now. and more over, Kaushikbhai broke his leg ystrday. so he is getting rest for a week. mansi called me yesterday and we had a long drive....i mean i was driving while talking to her, so its kinda a long drive...hi hi hi !! its always fun to make her go crazy and angry. i bet if she was in india, she would have killed me.!! hah ! megha, khushi and gopi are busy with their final final final exams. and jimesh too. everybody will be busy with job right after their exams. so i m getting my srlf busy with so many things. theres not much to do, but i have to find out something to do. at this moment, we are plannign to buy that Sughad land, and lets pray god that we get it soon. its a PERFECT location and we can develope that area at its best. but before all these, we need to buy it from gov. PM got a chance for a new job, next to IGA. its a gr8 news. it will help him to get work experience hours as well. pretty good. thats it for now, i dont wanna streach it long. so c u soon !!

singapore trip was awesome, more than awesome if we remove those 3 days on CRUISE. hah !! Night Safari made me fall in love with mother nature. And Songs of the Sea, musical fountain show was extra ordinary, more than that. Patronus tower and KL tower at Malaysia tower was great. overall, this was an awesome trip with all family. and how can i forget to tell u about the Big Scene at Singapore airport. i had almost missed the plane to India while i was busy talking with mansi. oh god, i was literally beaten by all bros and bhabhis.

and now, back to india, i m busy with all chores around me. so many things going around in family. its like enjoying all colours of life when u live with a huge joint family. i will talk on this later, as its always fun !!