Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Saturday, July 26, 2008
bad boys of god

today, i weighted 78.8 lowest figure i ever watched on weight machine in last so many years. feel so good.
Friday, July 25, 2008
little of yr time !!
anyways, i got my hair styled tonight. its the shorted i can have. bcaz, bcaz.............bcaz...i m lightest, as far as last 8 yrs concern. i weighted 79.3 this moning. that was awesome to see the figure belowe 80. now lets move 2wards 75kg. its not that far i guess, but it the hardest last 4-5 kgs. i gotta be very strict on my diet now.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
each line suits
In my dreams I'm dying all the time
Then I wake its kaleidoscopic mind
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to lie
So this is goodbye
Tell the truth, you never wanted me,
Tell me...
In my dreams I'm jealous all the time
Then I wake I'm going out of my mind
Going out of my mind
Monday, July 07, 2008
Sunday, July 06, 2008
i m dying......and no one can see that !!
i had no drinks, but feel like i m drunk. seems like i m having first day of the rest of my life, and clock is ticking. I think i will have to go back to the rule #1 of Osho, the rule of expectations.
Lights go out and I can’t be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
Brought me down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg and plead
come out if things aren’t said
Shoot an apple off my head
And a, trouble that can’t be named
Tigers waiting’ to be tamed
Confusion never stops
Closing walls and ticking clocks
Gonna come back and take you home
I could not stop that you now know
come out upon my seas
Curse missed opportunities
Am I, a part of the cure,
Or am I part of the disease
Saturday, July 05, 2008
take off for a new life
in between these messed up life, paragkumar and hetalben fly away to US. first of all, i would like to with them good luck for the further journey called LIFE. we hope, and we know, that they will a much better life than they had in india. this is the only good thing happened in last few weeks. otherwise, its getting worse every passing day. Donno when this will end, but this is the worst part of life i m facing so far. i hope that ride will end soon !!
Thursday, July 03, 2008
life is fucking strange
life is fucking strange. and what i m facing these days, its the strangest part of my life so far. i was never expected that something like this could occur in life. i m surprised, but the shock is yet to come !!