Happy Birthday Ravi !!

Luxurious Chocolate Brownies with Macadamia Nuts ~ 豪華巧克力布朗尼蛋糕, originally uploaded by L' Atelier Vi.

yaa, usually it shud be a birthday cake with lots of(23) candles on it !! but i choose to celebrate differently. as there was no one to celebrate it with me, i decided to treat myself. and what could be better than a Chocolate Brownie (not u chocolate brownie) to make me feel the happiest person on earth. well, i dreamed something like this, but cudnt have any chocolate brownie, though i wished a lot. it was not a special day after all. just same old routine sunday, but the date was 29th June !!

Sunday Morning

Cloudy morning in Dharamkot village / India, originally uploaded by temp13rec..

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning




Sunday Morning
by Maroon 5

2 days of hope and eternal life of helplessness !!

71/365 sweet raptured light it ends here tonight, originally uploaded by sad feeling™.

i never thought that life would turn like this. last 3 days changed the way i was thinking abt life, people and god. 2 of them were in hospital, where 500 people were praying to god for a person to get up and smile. but i found my and their prayers unanswered. but god should have listen to at least those 2 innocent children's prayer. but he didn't. he just do what he wants to do, never care for anybody. i used to think that everything happens for a reason, for a good reason. but this incident changed my point of view. god is so rigid and merciless that he will do whatever comes to his mind. i dont know what was her mistake that took away her life, but as far as i know, she is the most graceful, chearing, charming, loving person in our family, and of course, in her family too. she never had fight with anyone, she never thought bad things for other. she was the source of happiness among all those sisters and her sisters-in-laws. i m not just saying all these things just for the sake of saying, but its damn true. and we feel miserable on lose of such a soul.

she left a girl of 15 and a boy of 10 behind her. now who will take care of them? is there anyone who can fulfill the place of a good mom for those kids?? i think even god himself cant play that role. god cant do anything ! i think hes helpless too !! he is hopeless !

when i was in hospital with KK, he used to tell me all those things abt their life. how she used to remind him to take medicine on time, how she used to take care of him, her kids and her parents in laws, how she used to call him 3-4 times a day just to make sure that he is safe and sound. but now, ..........i dont have words to explain his agony.

i always believed that god is great, and he can never think bad for anyone. and he always has good reason behind whatever he does. but i cant find or see any good reason behind whatever happened in last 3 days. pls make me believe that this is just a bad dream, and i will wake up soon.

When my time comes,
forget the wrong that i've done,
help me leave behind some,
reasons so to be missed.

Dont resent me,

when you're feeling empty,

Keep me in your memory,
leave out all the rest.

A bus with window a.c.

Its funny, isnt it?

d way u hate me !!

I HATE .., originally uploaded by M!$$ BLinG ♥Leaving flickr in 2009♥jaded >_<.

i just love .............................
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d way u hate me ..........................................on day 35 !!

On diet !!!

Ya. Freeze is full of chocolates. But ........ I cant even touch them. Cant eat till . . . . . . . . !!

this is what i need to realise !!

[*&!] razorblade, originally uploaded by idolumvisions.

Damn, i broke my laptop.

Broken vision of laptop.

Ugly, originally uploaded by aalexa.jeann.

she says "leave me alone !!"

she doesnt wanna talk to me!!

Hung up, originally uploaded by .: MiNA :..

i donno what went wrong. i called her up, but she was not interested !! she just hung up !! i was waiting for her call back !! but ...

anyways, just another bad day. shit things happen in life. u get rejected, being hated, being asked to many rubbish Qs, wrongly expected, taken for granted, kicked away, used and ect. list goes on and on. life sucks a lot these days.

feels like i have lost something so special, special like oxygen for life !! i never used to be like this. i was so careless and tensionfree. but now its changed. will i have to keep waiting for the rest of my life ?

Pm gone shahid

PM with his new family.

Stop Behaving like a Joker Ravi !!

tears of a clown, originally uploaded by Misteriddles.

i had really bad bad start of the day. actually, yesterday has a worse end. woke up at 4 to call up mansi. shes little busy with her jobS !! damn, i m the only fallow with lots of spare time. but anyways, it was sunday, so i had some more spare time today !! hah !! u see, i just start making joker out of me. i m not feeling good today, not feeling good at all. dont know whats wrong, but somethings wrong. may be i m just too aggressive or may be too possessive !! dont know. anyways, sorry for everyone i hurted. i will try to make my self a better person.

Mt Abu

Nelly Furtado singing Kabhi Kabhie

Will smith singing Hindi song

DEKHA HAI AISE BHI

She wil be loved

saurin in bathroom

i just forgot this !! hah !!

yaa, I really miss you !!

I miss you, originally uploaded by CHRISaewsfd.