old mates

friendz + egg, originally uploaded by ::sämyii::.

it was time to see some old mates. very old. and believe me, old is gold. mansi with her son, kinjal with her amit, dhwani and badal with their son and me and parin joined for a dinner. it was time we laughed out till our jaws fall out. man, it was good time. good good time. i laughed out after such a long long time. it was great to see these people around.

i love U , THEN i hate U !

i love U , THEN i hate U !, originally uploaded by A.J .. !!.

if you love orange, than you gonna like orange only. and if you hate apple, than you never likely to eat it. but somehow, if you have no option but apple, than no matter how many apple you have, you still gonna hate it. you cant blame apple for it. its good on its side. but its bad for you, bcaz u dont like it.

and even if u eat Apple everyday for the rest of your life, it never gonna taste like Orange. so stop expecting apple to give u taste of orange. bcaz its apple, not orange. either you start liking apple, or stop eating.

sick of proving

Waiting for the Blossom, originally uploaded by bitterlysweet.

kevi rite vite che vakhat, shu khabar tane,

teto kadi mari pratiksha kari nathi,

e shu ke roj tu j kare maru paarkhu,

me to kadi e tari pariksha kari nathi.



it was just another normal day. once again i had to prove myself, and once again i failed.

It hurts. A lot,

hope

Hope comes in the most unexpected ways!, originally uploaded by Sicilian Italiano.

Gaganvasi Dhara Par Be Ghadi Shwaso Bhari To Jo…
Jeevandata Jeevan Kero Anubhav Tu Kari To Jo..

Sadaye Shesh Shaiya Par-Shayan Karnaar O Bhagwan..
Fakat Ek Vaar Kaanta Ni Pathari Pathri To Jo.

jivan jevu jivan, tane suparat kari daishu,
amari jem amne ek vaar tu kargari to jo.


last 23 days passed just like moments, some of the best moments in life. specially in last 6 months. her presence make me feel little comfortable, helps me to stop thinking for a while. otherwise, last few months were like tornado, big bad tornado of life. but she went back yesterday. and i miss her too much. i hope i see her again soon, very very soon.
life is back on track after she left india. and this track of life is full of shit. such a headache. i wish i fly back to Melbourne as soon as possible. otherwise i will go mad.

Ouch..... It hurts!!

out of this universe

universes gathering at the bottom of a cup, originally uploaded by in touch.

its 1.17 am, 4th Dec, 2008, and i strongly feel like i m going to die soon.

last night me and parin had great talk, which was our of this universe. one need to be really crazy to understand it. and today, maunang joined the conversation. but he just cant get these things.

last night was the disc night from Khushbu and Alok, and today it was musical one from same couple. it was really nice family function. everyone loved it. good job by all youngsters.

one more thing i need to i ask you guys. do u like to be compared?? i mean, when yr parents used to say that your brother or friend is doing good at maths that you. your husband compares you with someone more beautiful girl around you. or boss, who complains that your colleague is working hard than you?? do you really like to be compared??

i think to be compared, it is must to have two or more people. i mean you must be compared with someone or somebody else, or even with yourself with another time zone. but how can you compare someone who holds a special position, which can be alloted to ONLY ONE PERSON. how can you compare him or her??

Don’t you forget about me now

Bed of Roses, originally uploaded by nyomee wallen.

They say love is just a game
They say time can heal the pain
sometimes you win, sometimes you lose
And I guess its just a fool
I keep holding on to you

I told you once you were the one
you know that I die for you
I will hurts to see you go
this time you should know
I won't try to stop you

Don’t you forget about me baby
Don’t you forget about me now
Some day you'll turn around and ask me
Why did I let you go

So you try to freak a smile
You don’t wanna break my heart
I can see that you're afraid
But baby it’s to late
coz I’m already dying

Why So Surprise ??!!

Surprise!, originally uploaded by The Felt Mouse.

why so surprised ravi.? ? ! !


.............People do change !!

dont give a fuck

Day 096: Fuck you and your stereo vision., originally uploaded by fuzzirella.

didn't give a fuck yesterday,

i dont give fuck today,

and probably, wont give fuck 2moro as well.

SO.........FUCK OFF !!

I Love You

'I Love You' Hearts & Flowers, originally uploaded by ConsumedbyCake.

for all those people who love me, and specially the one who hates me...........if i wont be there 2moro, just remember that I LOVE YOU A LOT, and I LOVE YOU ALL A LOT !!

am i fucking disturbing ???

a moment, please., originally uploaded by kinotrope.

i better stop calling and disturbing people !!

I m screwed up . . .

Well, I screwed it up . . ., originally uploaded by Frozen Photon.

unforgiveness is the poison that i drink everyday, and with the hope that the other person will die. - Anynomous

just another day. i go ahead and called her up, but no...shes still not in mood to talk. well, i had my chance, its now her turn.

gopi was in town for few days. its always good to have a friend like her. atleast i can suck the bottom of a milk shake glass in front of her, and she will accompany me as well. hah. she had a new disease, she is reading novels these days. shes gonna be lost too like megha. hah !! well, mansi has booked her ticket, but still not sure if she can make it or not.

don’t you think some time nonliving things talk much more philosophically then living things? i feel so alone these days that i try to talk to everyone and almost everything.

winter is here

Say goodbye to winter 2, originally uploaded by johnivara.

its 1.44 am, and i just came home, so late night as i had a long meeting with parin and other friends. and i was on kinetic, and now it feels like that winter is knocking on door. yaa, winter is here. i feel dry skin in morning and cold wind at night. its been not so bad week at wide angle and havmor. of course, i expect much more than this.

new year, new day, new start

1/365 - A New Start, originally uploaded by the left-handed robot.

though it was not any unusual day, its the first day of new year as per hindu rituals. let me make one decision today, that i will watch my weight. try to keep it under 78.

one of the fav songs

i love this song, and love the movie more. love to listen to this track when i m so alone, when i feel so rejected.

happy fucking diwali

Diwali Celebrations, originally uploaded by P. Malik.

wish u all a very very happy fucking diwali, and a fucking prosperous new year. yaa, it was a just another fucking day for me. nothing fucking new. fuck all these people who love firework, its just fucking waste of money, they fuck the fucked up environment, increasing fucking noise and air pollution. but why shud i care, let them fuck themselves.
people celebrate new year like its their fucking last year of life, like new year is not gonna come again next year. but theres no fucking celebration for me. it will be just another fucking day of life. it was fucking awesome diwali last year when all 30 people celebrated together. we are all together these time as well, but there wont be any fucking celebration. if people stop talking to me and happy to leave me alone with my problems, than its fucking okey with me. fucking ok with me. yaa, fucking ok. i dont expect them to understand the situation and help me to get through my fucking problems. fuck me, fuck the world, fuck the god.

Diwali is here

Diwali lights n Rangoli, originally uploaded by keya_arati.

yes, happy new year is knocking on the door, and so the winter. i feel those cool breezes going through my hair while riding my 2 wheeler. btw, i used my kinetic instead of car, and i bet its the best solution to the traffic of ahmedabad, the metro city. diwali is not so happening as it was last year. i still remember we had celebration of firework right in front of Wide Angle. but this we saw the firework on 24th Oct, sensex was down more than 1000 points and nifty was almost 2500, 350+ down. that was the most shocking day in the history of indian stock market, the most shocking. so i guess this will directy affect the expenditure pattern of customers this diwali. i can see these clearly in Dev Arc Mall, which is like Bhoot Bangla. and one more shopping has just joined party, Gulmahor park, lets see how far they can go.

btw, my diwali is not good eaither. even this time i m gonna celebrate as a bachelor, hah. that wasnt funny btw. i donno why but i m not suppose to talk to her for a week or so. i wish she was here with me. somehow, the sixth sense says shes somewhere around. i donno when she'll be back, donno weather she will be back or not.

Modi live in action

Modi live in action at shivranjani cross road.

No smoking please

Dark Pool

Dark Pool - Golden Sand, originally uploaded by wabberjocky.

the day was just usual. trying to update the things that havent changed in last 6 years. these days i pass little time at Anti Clock, where u can find me making smoke rings. man, its a hard job, not as easy as it looks. but i m getting grip on it.

street fight

... friday night, street fight, originally uploaded by [ Petri ].

i had no expectation that this fight would go this far. its been 2 days of that night, and matter has not been solved yet. hope the capter will be closed 2moro. but this was really funny of DP and his original name. well, life goes on and on. navaratri is finished and Ravan is still alive. he has not been burn down this time.

Harnil's Dance

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Garba at Anti Clock, Wide Anlge

garba at Anti Clock, Wide Angle

the most most most memorable night of my life

AnGeR sEeThInG, originally uploaded by pea2wenty3.

its 6.47 am, and i had no chance to have a nice sleep last night. what we had today, i donno was it funny or damn serious. i guess its damn serious, and i dont want to face this kinda shit again in my life. it was the most most most memorable night of my life. i dont know why but i had some kinda sixth sense abt DP that something is going to be wrong with him. i didnt know it wud happen so quickly, with in half an hour. and it took whole night to get out of that situation, and guess what?? its not over yet.

Dark sleepless night

Its 1 am, midnight. I cant sleep. But Theres no one i can call and talk for sometime.

Ey Karay Kya Koiii... Karay Kya Koi Woh Jo Aaein Yakayak
Nigaahon Ko Rokay Ya Dil Ko Sambhalay

Qayamat Hai Zaalim Ki Neechi Nigahein
Khuda Janay Kya Ho Jo Nazrein Utha Lein

Bus Itni Si Doori, Yeh Mein Hoon Ya Manzil
Kahan Aake Phootay Hein Paaon K Chaalay

Qaasid Payam E Khat Ko Daina Bohot Na Tool
Bus Mukhtasir Yeh Kehna K Ub

Na Rukte Hain Aansoo Na Thamte Hein Naale
Kaho koi kaise muhabbat chupa lay

a heavenly treat

Chocolate Chocolate Chip Double Chocolate Ice Cream Sandwich, originally uploaded by dmmaus.

its just like routine Saturday. Rajvadu was on full waiting, so we moved to Choice, the right choice, as we had to wait for less than 10 mins. the food was gr8. and the waiter, how cud he remember the order of 12 items?? he was simply genius. and than we moved to Wide Angle, havmor. actually i can not eat ice cream these days, but as i was with friends, i cudnt resist as they were having 2 cups of ice creams. and i think that Chocolate Fantasy was simply superb. of course the cookie cream is all time favorite. now it was not just ordinary saturday night. it was a special one!!

osho and love

osho says if someone wants to fall in love, the first thing he must do is destroy his ego. Love can not born in the existence of Ego. one must die to reborn in life of love. Ego is the barrier that will not let the tree of love grow. one must learn to lean to fall in love. "jab 'main' tha tab 'hari' nahi, jab 'hari' hai to 'main' nahi!! one must destroy his ego to see the eternal love, and destroying ego is more difficult than facing death. but a man without ego is full of love. just like a tree...the tree bended to ground has the more fruits than others.

one more thing i like abt osho is Dream. we dream of those things which we want to achieve, which we have not achieve, which doesn't belong to us, with we do not own. a bagger dream of money, a hungry man dreams food, a pedestrian dreams car.

i wonder how stupid i am. i see her in my dream every day, but i cudnt realize that she belongs to me only, and i no need to dream of her anymore, shes already with me.

Comedy Circus

home sweet home

my home, originally uploaded by petervanallen.

today was the day, dedicated to new home. the whole day was spent on site with interior designer. damn, its too difficult to choose a floor tile. i wonder when i will finish the whole house??? it was Happy Birthday of pinky as well. there was nothing to celebrate, but we are going out next week. nothing is happening these days. same shit different days. just got confirmation that she hates me, hah !! (its official now.)

Choki dhani, jaipur

2 days at village

Choki Dhani, originally uploaded by whitney lauren.

it was a great experience to spend some time at Choki Dhani, jaipur. the fist time i entered the resort, i felt like i was in total different world. it was simply wonderful. Jaipur was so beautiful too, specially in the dark. And the Choki Dhani village was simply a experience oyut of this world. yaa, the rain ruined some fun, but overall it was a superb. the service and quality of food was excellent.

Groovy Dancing Girl

we r stlll alive !!

BIG BANG, originally uploaded by Yersinia.

god saved the day. it was the day of experiment, and if any thing would have gone wrong, i wudnt have written this article and u wudnt be reading this either. it was believed to be the End of the Earth. may be i was the last one to hear the news. but is there anything to fear?? human beings are so stupid. its ok to be feared by something that u dont know. uncertainty can scare. but death is certain and truth of life. so is there anything to be feared. may the uncertainty of time is scary for them. people always overvalue THINGS, that really doesn't make them happy. and end of the day all they get is sadness and emptiness. so just live the day as its the last of day, and celebrate it as yr first birthday.

Burn myself

The more you work, the more marks i get.

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happy birthday krishna

Radha & Krishna, originally uploaded by arjuna_zbycho.

wishing a very very happy birthday krishna. the best friend of mine. hes being guide, mentor, friend, lover and everything to me. thanks krishna for being with me all the time, to share my good and bad times.

Happy birthday krishna

Yeh Jo Halka Halka

I got a disease

Feels like you made a mistake
You made somebodys heart break
But now I have to let you go
I have to let you go

You left a stain
On every one of my good days
But I am stronger than you know
I have to let you go

No ones ever turned you over
No ones tried
To ever let you down,
Beautiful girl
Bless your heart

I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy baby
I cant live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Dont pay no attention to me
I got a disease

Feels like youre making a mess
Youre hell on wheels in a black dress
You drove me to the fire
And left me there to burn

Every little thing you do is tragic
All my life, oh was magic
Beautiful girl
I cant breathe

I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy baby
I cant live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Dont pay no attention to me
I got a disease
I think that Im sick
But leave me be while my world is coming down on me
You taste like honey, honey
Tell me can I be your honey
Be, be strong
Keep telling myself it that wont take long till
Im free of my disease

Yeah well free of my disease
Free of my disease

I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me feel uneasy baby
I cant live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Dont pay no attention to me
I got a disease

I think that Im sick
But leave me be while my world is coming down on me
You taste like honey, honey
Tell me can I be your honey
Be, be strong
Keep telling myself it that wont take long till
Im free of my disease
Yeah well free of my disease
Free of my disease

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Happy independence day

Havmor, reopens at wide angle.

we just turned it on this morning. and it was a success by late night. it was really First Day First Show. we just started with Ice cream and response was superb. now i can just wait till next Friday when we will start it with all the things in MENU. and i m sure its gonna be such a busy day..so let me rest now, as i m really fucked up right now.

i love rain

Black, originally uploaded by 96dpi.

Yeah Jo Halka Halka Saroor Hai
Yeah Teri Nazar Ka Qasoor Hai
K Sharab Peena Sikha Diya
Tere Pyar Ne, Teri Chaah Ne
Teri Behki Behki Nigaah Ne
Mujhay Ik Sharabi Bana Diya…



its like dream........setting on the gallery, facing green garden, having a glass full of chilled Virgin Marry in rain like this. its raining, and we call it golden rain, as farmers do. its raining, like showering, for last 2 days. dont want to stop.







Saqi Ki Har Nigah Pay Bal Kha K P Gaya
Lehroon Say Khailta Hoa Lehra K P Gaya
Ey Rehmat-E-Tamaam Meri Har Khata Muaf
Mein Intiha-E-Shouq (Mein) Say Ghabra K P Gaya

Peta Baghair Izm Yeah Kab Thi Meri Majaal
Dar Pardah Chashm-E-Yaar Ki Shay Pa K P Gaya

Paas Rehta Hai Duur Rehta Hai
Koi Dil Mein Zaroor Rehta Hai
Jab Say Dekha Hai Un Ki Aankhon Ko
Halka Halka Suroor Rehta Hai

Aisay Rehtay Hein Koi Mere Dil Mein
Jaisay Zulmat Mein Noor Rehta Hai
Ub Adam Ka Yeah Haal Hai Har Waqt
Mast Rehta Hai Chuur Rehta Hai

Yeah Joh Halka Halka Saroor Hai
Yeah Teri Nazar Ka Qasoor Hai
K Sharab Peena Sikha Diya
Tairay Pyar Nai, Teri Chaah Nai
Teri Behki Behki Nigaah Nai
Mujhay Ik Sharabi Bana Diya…

Sharab Kaisi (What Drink), Khumaar Kaisa (What Elevation)
Yeah Sub Tumhari Nawazishein Hein (It Is All Your Gift)
Pilai Hai Kiss Nazar Say Tu Nai (How I Have Been Made Into An Addict)
K Mujhko Apni Khabar Nahi Hai (I Have No Awareness Of Myself)
Teri Behki Behki Nigah Nai (Your Lost Looks)
Mujhe Ik Sharabi Bana Dia....

Sara Jahan Must, Jahan Ka Nizam (System) Must
Din Must, Raat Must, Saher (Morning) Must, Shaam Must
Dil Must, Sheesha Must, Sabu (Cup Of Wine) Must, Jaam Must
Hai Teri Chashm-E-Must Say Her Khaas-O-Aam (Everyone) Must

Yoon To Saqi Her Tarah Ki Tere MaiKhane Mein Hai
Woh Bhi Thori Si Jo In Aankhon K Paimane Mein Hai
Sub Samajhta Hoon Teri Ishwa-Kari (Cleverness) Ay Saqi
Kaam Karti Hai Nazar Naam Hai Paimane Ka.. Bus!
Teri Behki Behki Nigah Nai
Mujhe Ik Sharabi Bana Diya...

Tera Pyar Hai Meri Zindagi (My Life Is Your Love)
Tera Pyar Hai Meri Bandagi (I Am Enclosed In Your Love)
Tera Pyar Hai Bas Meri Zindagi, Tera Pyar Hai Bas Meri Zindagi
Na Namaz Aati Hai Mujhko, Na Wazoo Aata Hai
Sajda Kar Leta Hoon, Jab Saamnay Tu Aata Hai
Bus Meri Zindagi Tera Pyar Hai....

Mai Azal Say Banda-E-Ishq Hoon, Mujhe Zohd-O-Kufr Ka Gham Nahin (Deep Down I Am A Lover. I Am Not Sad For Hereafter-Hell)
Mere Sir Ko Dar Tera Mil Gaya, Mujhe Ab Talash-E-Haram Nahi
Meri Bandagi Hai Wo Bandagi, Jo Muqeed-E-Dair-O-Haram (Bounded To Any Sacrad Place) Nahi
Mera Ik Nazar Tumhein Dekhna, Ba Khuda Namaz Se Kam Nahi (For Me To Look At You Is No Less Than Namaz)
Bus Meri Zindagi Tera Pyar Hai...
Bus Meri Zindagi Tera Pyar Hai...

Tera Naam Loon Zubaan Say, Tere Aagay Sir Jhuka Doon
Mera Ishq Keh Raha Hai, Mein Tujhe Khuda Bana Doon
Tera Naam Mere Lub Per, Mera Tazkara Hai Dar Dar
Mujhay Bhool Ja'ay Dunya, Mein Agar Tujhe Bhula Doon
Mere Dil Mein Bus Rahe Hein, Tere Bepanah Jalwe
Na Ho Jiss Mein Noor Tera, Woh Charagh Hi Bujha Doon

Jo Pucha K Kis Tarah Hoti Hai Baarish, Jabeen (Forehead) Se Paseene Ki Boondein Gira Di
Jo Pucha K Kis Tarah Girti Hai Bijli, Nigahein Milaein Mila Kar Jhuka Dein
Jo Pucha Shab-O-Roz Milte Hain Kaise, To Chehre Pe Apne Wo Zulfein Hata Deein
Jo Pucha K Naghmon Mein Jaadu Hai Kaisa, To Meethe Takallum Mein Baatein Suna Deein
Jo Apni Tamanaon Ka Haal Poocha , To Jalti Howi Chand Shamein Bhujha Deein
Main Kehta Reh Gaya Khata-E-Mohabbat Ki Achi Saza Di

Mere Dil Ki Dunya Bana Kar Mita Di, Acha!
Mere Baad Kisko Satao Gay,
Mujhe Kis Tarah Se Mitao Gay
Kahan Ja Ke Teer Chalao Gay

Meri Dosti Ki Balaein Lo
Mujhe Haath Utha Kar Duaein Do, Tumhein Ek Qatil Bana Diya
Mujhe Daikho Khuwahish-E-Jan-E-Jaan
Main Wohi Hoon Anwar-E-Nim Jaan

Tumhain Itna Hosh Tha Jub Kahan
Na Chalao Is Tarah Tum Zaban
Karo Mera Shukriya Meherban
Tumhein Baat Karna Sikha Diya...

Yeh Jo Halka Halka Saroor Hai, Yeh Teri Nazar Ka Kasoor Hai
Kay Sharab Peena Sikha Diya


By the great great great Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan
length : 23 minutes
lyrics by Mohammad Iqbal Naqibi

Night at Thist lounge

Having good time of life with virgin marry and parin.

bad boys of god

Ahmedabad faces 14th serial blast this evening. this was just another attack like tiffin and cycle bombs. around 14 people have lost their lives and 70 are injured. the basters have attack 2 of the city hospital parking as well. people of india will face out the situation together. feeling very sorry for the people who lost their lives and injured badly in the blasts.

today, i weighted 78.8 lowest figure i ever watched on weight machine in last so many years. feel so good.

little of yr time !!

all i want is some of yr time. u say, i m busy today, i m busy today, we'll talk later, we will take 2moro. and i think, 2moro??? will it ever come?? i dont trust TOMORROW. it will never come. life is made of moments. and we are missing some precious moments of our lives.

anyways, i got my hair styled tonight. its the shorted i can have. bcaz, bcaz.............bcaz...i m lightest, as far as last 8 yrs concern. i weighted 79.3 this moning. that was awesome to see the figure belowe 80. now lets move 2wards 75kg. its not that far i guess, but it the hardest last 4-5 kgs. i gotta be very strict on my diet now.

Not Falling Apart

each line suits

Kaleidoscopic, originally uploaded by kiwikeith.

In my dreams I'm dying all the time
Then I wake its kaleidoscopic mind
I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to lie
So this is goodbye

Tell the truth, you never wanted me,
Tell me...

In my dreams I'm jealous all the time
Then I wake I'm going out of my mind
Going out of my mind

Bought my self a birthday gift.

Bcaz this time i'm left on my own.

i m dying......and no one can see that !!

Drinks | Publicidade, originally uploaded by Alexandre Chang.

i had no drinks, but feel like i m drunk. seems like i m having first day of the rest of my life, and clock is ticking. I think i will have to go back to the rule #1 of Osho, the rule of expectations.





Lights go out and I can’t be saved
Tides that I tried to swim against
Brought me down upon my knees
Oh I beg, I beg and plead

come out if things aren’t said
Shoot an apple off my head
And a, trouble that can’t be named
Tigers waiting’ to be tamed

Confusion never stops
Closing walls and ticking clocks
Gonna come back and take you home
I could not stop that you now know

come out upon my seas
Curse missed opportunities
Am I, a part of the cure,
Or am I part of the disease

Passing time at Himalaya

take off for a new life

BA 747 take off, originally uploaded by birdlike.

in between these messed up life, paragkumar and hetalben fly away to US. first of all, i would like to with them good luck for the further journey called LIFE. we hope, and we know, that they will a much better life than they had in india. this is the only good thing happened in last few weeks. otherwise, its getting worse every passing day. Donno when this will end, but this is the worst part of life i m facing so far. i hope that ride will end soon !!

life is fucking strange

Strange attractor?, originally uploaded by kevindooley.

life is fucking strange. and what i m facing these days, its the strangest part of my life so far. i was never expected that something like this could occur in life. i m surprised, but the shock is yet to come !!

Happy Birthday Ravi !!

Luxurious Chocolate Brownies with Macadamia Nuts ~ 豪華巧克力布朗尼蛋糕, originally uploaded by L' Atelier Vi.

yaa, usually it shud be a birthday cake with lots of(23) candles on it !! but i choose to celebrate differently. as there was no one to celebrate it with me, i decided to treat myself. and what could be better than a Chocolate Brownie (not u chocolate brownie) to make me feel the happiest person on earth. well, i dreamed something like this, but cudnt have any chocolate brownie, though i wished a lot. it was not a special day after all. just same old routine sunday, but the date was 29th June !!

Sunday Morning

Cloudy morning in Dharamkot village / India, originally uploaded by temp13rec..

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself back home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning




Sunday Morning
by Maroon 5

2 days of hope and eternal life of helplessness !!

71/365 sweet raptured light it ends here tonight, originally uploaded by sad feeling™.

i never thought that life would turn like this. last 3 days changed the way i was thinking abt life, people and god. 2 of them were in hospital, where 500 people were praying to god for a person to get up and smile. but i found my and their prayers unanswered. but god should have listen to at least those 2 innocent children's prayer. but he didn't. he just do what he wants to do, never care for anybody. i used to think that everything happens for a reason, for a good reason. but this incident changed my point of view. god is so rigid and merciless that he will do whatever comes to his mind. i dont know what was her mistake that took away her life, but as far as i know, she is the most graceful, chearing, charming, loving person in our family, and of course, in her family too. she never had fight with anyone, she never thought bad things for other. she was the source of happiness among all those sisters and her sisters-in-laws. i m not just saying all these things just for the sake of saying, but its damn true. and we feel miserable on lose of such a soul.

she left a girl of 15 and a boy of 10 behind her. now who will take care of them? is there anyone who can fulfill the place of a good mom for those kids?? i think even god himself cant play that role. god cant do anything ! i think hes helpless too !! he is hopeless !

when i was in hospital with KK, he used to tell me all those things abt their life. how she used to remind him to take medicine on time, how she used to take care of him, her kids and her parents in laws, how she used to call him 3-4 times a day just to make sure that he is safe and sound. but now, ..........i dont have words to explain his agony.

i always believed that god is great, and he can never think bad for anyone. and he always has good reason behind whatever he does. but i cant find or see any good reason behind whatever happened in last 3 days. pls make me believe that this is just a bad dream, and i will wake up soon.

When my time comes,
forget the wrong that i've done,
help me leave behind some,
reasons so to be missed.

Dont resent me,

when you're feeling empty,

Keep me in your memory,
leave out all the rest.